kateek momoki

2011-01-14T15:52:00.000+08:00

Its been such a very freaking long time since i last updated my blogger. Since i know nobody would visit my blogger anymore, i will just update it for the sake of me. Hehehe. 2011 was a good start for me. Whatever happens during 2010 will stay in 2010. Yeah, i've decided not to open up my heart for anyone anymore. I've had enough of heartbreaks. I need a break. I just want to live my life peacefully. I've also another reason why i can't accept any other guys but let's just be a secret between me and my heart. I met Khai yesterday at Pasir ris. Yes, i missed him too much. We decided to go Pasir ris park since that has been our place since we were together back then. We slack for awhile at our favourite pondok and awhile later Khai asked me to follow him to go to the playground area and i followed. At first, i decided to walk slowly but Khai forced me to sit behind his bicycle and i have no choice. I accidently hugged as i'm scared i might lose control. I had fun, alot till there's no words can describe it. Khai filled it with laughters every minute and for a moment, i missed the times when we were together. I tried to hide that feelings. I tried to hold back my tears but i just can't. I'm too weak. During the time, when we rode the bicycle back to the interchange, i hugged Khai tightly from the back and i rest my head on his back. He didn't say anything and for a moment, i felt happy. Yeah, i miss hugging him. I can't deny that he's the best thing that has ever been mine and eventhough he's not mine anymore, i'm glad that i once has been loved by such a nice and loving guy like him. Yeah, he's once in a million and he's the reason why i'm still single and can't open my heart to any other guys. He's too special for me. Every time, i tried to push away that feelings that keeps coming back to me, the more it will haunts me but i prefer to keep it to myself. I'm happy that we can still be friends but i know i cant have your love anymore and that's the reason why i'm not hoping for anything except for your happiness. A guy like you deserves a perfect girl but i know its not me. I will always pray for your happiness. I still love you. I miss us.

2010-10-20T14:50:00.000+08:00

F you laa both Bitch and Jerks. How lame can you be , Khalid . Look, I didnt ask you to come to me and confessed that you have feelings for me. I dont wish for your love. Truth is, the reason why i did all this was just to prove to Aishah that you're such a BIG time jerk. Wanna know why i always paitow and make up stories? Because i wanna see how truthful you are. Yeah, i know you're with her, no doubts. But when i voice out my doubts , you gave all those lame bullshits. You involve her with ur ex. Like What the heck? But boohoo too bad, i dont trust every single words that came out from your mouth. Now when you get caught, KABOOM ! Everything is proven. Hello, i dont give a F-care if you love Feeqah or whatsoever cause obviously i dont love you and you dont have my respect. Maybe Feeqah can forgive you because she is stupid and cant see the truth yet. To me, once a player forever will be a player. Dont tell me , you've changed or whatever shits cause i dont F-ing care and oh please dont give a stupid damn reason for me cause obviously it totally has no connections. Kalau da gatal sangat, apape reason pun boleh okay go punye. Haha ! Guys like you are so easy to find. nowadays so i dont feel any lost right now. Thanks Ex boyfriend for wanting to help though you're in the class having lesson and SecretLove♥ for being a listening ear. Seriously i was damn pissed of just now but im fine right now. Im sucking it all up. Im holding on to Nanny words which sounds; Orang yang terainaiya , doa die akan diangkat Tuhan dan dimakbulkan. Yeah. Dont worry, i'll pray that you both will have a such difficult life together that you cant stand each other anymore. N hope that there's another guy will do the same damn thing to your girlfriend. How's that? There's always KARMA. Wohooo! Have a 'GREAT' day alright you both? Not happy with me, Find me laa. What else? PERANGAAAAAAAAI~ Okay shuudup ! Goodbye!

2010-08-26T12:18:00.001+08:00

I read back all my old post and hell i missed every single great moments that happened last year . I missed having a bunch of close schoolmates who never fails to make me laugh my ass out . The moments during camp . Those times when i get to know Khai . Get attached to him on my birthday . Seeing our love grew stronger each day despite of all those obstacles . But sadly , we lost it ever since i start working and you start schooling . Sigh . Well , i guess life is all about letting go of all things that was never meant to be yours even when it hurts you the most and took your whole lifetime to forgets that . I have to admit that i cry badly after i reading all those unforgetable sweet memories . It was my mistake , yes me . It was foolish of me who cant hold a lilttle bit longer and let go of all the good things that God has given me . I have to agree with Dee that the feeling of regrets really sucks . I cant keep it all inside of me any longer . Its really killing me . I texted Khai and confessed every single tiny bits of my feelings to him . I cried to sleep when texting with him halfway . I know i've promised him that i will let go of it but the more i tried the more the feeling keeps haunting me back . I need someone to knock some sense into my head . I really have to let go of him . Im sorry for my harsh words towards you , Khai . It hurts me seeing you easily moved on and letting go of everything while here i am struggling to move on without your love . Though i just broke up with Muzaqir but its your love that im not used to live without . Frankly , even when im with Muzaqir , my mind and heart is still with you and thats the reason why i cant accept him fully . Ive tried of what you asked me to but ny heart still wants your love . It really does miss everything that you did to melts my heart . If only i can turn back time , i will go back to the time where i make a huge mistake by letting you go . I will love you and cheerish you , my dear . I'm willing to go a million hardships just to be with you . But , i have to accept the fact that you will never be mine again . Never ! Sigh .

; Muhammad Khairul Anam Bin Zailani , you will always be in my heart . I miss you . I miss 6th August 2009 .

2010-08-24T07:28:00.000+08:00

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she’s scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don’t let her have the last word.
#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her.
#40 Let her know she’s important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.
#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”
#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

Sometimes i wish , all guys will willing to do all this for us . No matter how many times we post this to make them understand what we really wants , they wont understand us . Sigh . I doubt so i will have someone who's willing to do all this for me .

2010-08-23T13:21:00.003+08:00

Him : Ko bodo kan tak tau reply . Jgn msg lagi k . Minah 2 min!!

Me : Suke hati aku arh nak reply ker tak . Atleast , aku tak murah macam kaw ! Haha ! Get a life , seriously .

Him : Ko yg takde life budo msg2 aku!!

Me: Aku takda life ? What do u know about my life , dumb ? U're just a stranger in my life . Whats ur rights ? So , if u text someone means u dont have a life huh ? What a stupid defination . Lol !

Him : Buto peh gemok sapa nk ko suar!Jgn msg aku lagi lah gemok! Gemok kasi free pat mana2 pun org tak nk !

Me : Haha ! Gemok ? Kaw cakap kaw tak pernah meet aku so how u know aku gemok ker tak ? Talk crap mann u ! Haha !

Him : Thn y e fuck u text a stranger u fat fuck ! No life kan 2 ! ASS! Memang ko gemok sendiri mau fikir lah.. Da lah since ko ada life sal nk reply..Juz go on wit ur wonderful life.. Dont fuckin text me u fuckin fat pork chop

Me : I know im not fat as a pig n even if i do , it doesnt bothers u . If it does , then get a life laa small boy . Haha !

Him : Ya n ur a total grown up pig for repyin 2 me a small boy.. k tis small boy doesnt want ply wit pigs cause thy r haram so disturb him again k piggy!

Me : Oppsy ! U really entertaining me at work arh . Haha ! But seriously , grow up arh . Da takda point nak matikan orang , all u can ever do is kutok ? Lol ! Is that what the best u got ?

Him : Tis will b ma last mag 2 u fat ass. Fuck u k n reli get a life .. C at werk also no fren wanna layan u!! ASS!!

Me : Now , its my turn to say . My advise is , grow up seriously . Dont go around calling people names like one big F . I may be fat to u but atleast i know how to show respect to others . N siape yang jage malam , dumbdumb ? Haha ! Toodles !

Basically , thats what happened during one of those days when im working in the night . Thanks for that short entertainment . Haha ! Welll , Im living my single life for now . I guess , you're just another Jerk in my life . So much with you love me differently . Haha ! When i reflects back all the things you said to me , i cant deny that you're just a sweet talker . It doesnt make a sense ,, You still love me but you cant forgive me ? Whatever Jerk . Im so over you . I guess , all this while when i said that i love you , its not the real feeling of love cause i dont feel so sad by you leaving me but im glad that im not gonna be hurt by anyone anymore . Woohoo ! Its true what Khai said to me . ; For what i need a boyfriend for ? Whats the need of relationships . Thanks Khai for knocking some sense into me . Okay , im off to sleep now . Goodbye .

2010-08-16T15:54:00.000+08:00

Im hurt again . Thanks to you , Ahmad Muzaqir . I truly didnt expect that our relationship really have to end after i begin to trust you completely . After i begin to learn to give you all my heart . You promised that you wont ever leave me even the worst things happens and even if you really did , you willl regret it . But my dear , whats happening to us ? We were supposed to meet today and yet i didnt expect today is the day where our relationship ends . Just because of a small fight , it ends up with this big decision of yours . I know its partially my fault too but you should have not put down the phone just like that and atleast give me a chance to talk . Well , i did call your house from my journey at City Hall all the way to Bukit Gombak and i took the Red Line hoping that you will pick up the phone and i will come down and meet you there but all i get was just dissapointment . To make it worst when i logged in Facebook.com and saw you already change your relationship status . It really breaks me down . All my tears automatically ran down and even up till now when im typing this out , my tears just wont stop flowing . My dear , im putting aside my ego and hoping that you will change your mind . Where have you gone to ? Please dont leave me when you already actually owns my heart . We can talk things out , please ? I dont want this relationship to end just like that . I want you to fulfilled all your promises .

Where all your promises saying that you wont leave me and you will be the Bestest boyfriend gone to ? Im sorry for my atittude just now . I know i should have not said that even when im freaking pissed off with you .

All i want now is to be in arms again and you be mine again , please ? Dont leave me . I want you . Im really sorry . I Love you and im very sure this time .

2010-08-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

My world is closing in I'm so alone . The door is locked and nobody's home . Desire is the key that I must own . Emotions get me losing control . I'm losing control . But I know , It's the way that I must live . Even though it's so unclear, so unfair . God I know , there's a path for everyone .I must believe and keep holding on .I'm wishing I was somebody else . This world left me all by myself .Now why do they keep playing with my mind . Trying to break me down trying to make me blind but I see cause I know , it's the way that I must live even though it's so unclear, so unfair .Never let my fears conquer me cause I know in my heart what I can be . Some things are better to be left unsaid . How i wish , there's no such feeling as sad . Haish .

2010-08-13T15:30:00.000+08:00

I dont know where and how to start for this post . Well , what can i say ? August really sucks ! I shall say that my Eighteen birthday is like the same ordinary days or shall i say , its worst . I lost my so called wallet . It contains , my I/C , Ezlink , work pass and my money . I dont care about money so much laa but for the rest , i freaking need it badly . I've been terminate from work as they thought that im not serious with my work . What the hell ?! Can u actually predict when you're gonna lost all this things ? Unreasonable . Tsk . No point crying over a spilled milk , thats what people said . I've reported to the police and replace my I/C . I'll be collecting it in a months time . Thanks Kymmie for the stay during those two days . Im starting work tommorow . Wish me luck ayy ? *crossing fingers*

See that picture above ? I know i have been such a bad girlfriend . I didnt trust that you can love me like how he did . I didnt trust that you can be faithful to me . I guess , im being unfair . Yes , i should give you a chance to prove to me that you can be the Bestest boyfriend that i could ever had , like how u promised me on the night of my birthday . Now , im giving you all the chances , baby . Prove to me that all your words are just not an empty promises . Cause im holding on to every single of your promises . I will try to be the Bestest girlfriend you can ever had . Thank you for showing me what i need . I Love you , Ahmad Muzaqir .

2010-07-29T08:21:00.000+08:00

Exactly Eight freaking more days to my birthday and i dont know why i was like hoping that time can move much slower ? I dont feel excited about it anymore like how i used to except for me wanting to enrol for my car license and taking up a new mobile plan . Tsk . This feeling really sucks . I remember last year , i used to say i was wishing for someone as my Birthday present and i was suprised as that wish came true . It was unexpected . I remember how i promised myself that i will treasure that precious gift God has given me . But when we get what we wanted , we tend to forget everything that we've said . Yes , i let that precious gift slip away and will never come back , ever again . This time round , i promised myself that i will treasure all those people who has loved me . I dont want to lose the one i love , again . That feeling really sucks . Grr . Skip that , Im supposed to meet Kymmie to MOM yesterday but it turns out that i paitow her . Im sorry , hunney . I will make it up to you , its a pinky promise . Teehee . Okay , Im starting my new job as a Jr. Bowling Executive at Orchid Bowl on Monday . Hope things turns out well for me . Im crossing fingers . I feel so excited about my new job .

Baby , im sorry for bringing this up . Dont think negatively ayy ? Trust me , I Love you .

2010-07-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

Saaaaaap ! Okay , first and foremost i sucks in updating my blog . My english sucks , I know . Okay shuuuuddduuup . Im back to my old self back and out of sudden , i lost a friend because of a guy , again . It sucks . I dont know why but it was u who badly want me to contact with him and in the end , im to blame . I just dont get it ? I dont understand why must girls envy me ? What did i do wrong ? For goodness sake , Im aint a boyfriend stealer . I WILL NOT steal you boyfriend . If your boyfriend was the one who keeps on looking for me , what can i do ? Tsk . Now the good news is , Im back to my old self back , i supposed . I can slowly accept the fact that he's not meant for me and since he's doing well without me why must i keep on thinking of him . Besides , I have my Mat-rep now . Who cares ? He has been giving me strength . I dont know why i always go gugugaga over him . Okay , i dont wish to elaborate more . My Mat-rep a.k.a Ahmad Muzaqir , takmo kembang eyyh ? Haa ! Ohh , Im going Woodlands tommorow for the Mendaki thingy . Wish me luck ayy ? Okaay sweeeeeeeeeeeet ! Goodbye .

2010-07-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

I know i have not been updating . Basically i dont see the need for me to update my blog . Who cares ? I doubt so people will read . Besides i already had my diary . A hand written one . Coooool ! Haa ! I'm starting to move on , bit by bit . I need to move on . I cant be locking myself up in the room and cry all night . I need my life back . The strong waneey . The kecoh waneey back . Hell yeah ! You seems to move on so freaking fast and i just have to let you go . Ex Boyfriend , i felt that i dont know you anymore . You seem a total stranger to me even if you deny that you've changed . Whatever . Okay , skip that . Im pissed of with my used-to-be friend . I knew him from Muz . Since he want to make friends , i have no objection . The very first time we talk on the phone , he told me about his past . For a moment , i thought that he's different from the other guy . But , i guess i was totally wronged about him . He told me he've changed but yet he still sent those dirty messages to me . Eww . Such a turn off siaaaa ! I told Muz everything and in fact i sent Muz every message he sent . I didnt expect that Muz will react as such . Thanks to that incident , i see his true colours . See , another passerby in my life . I'm not a fool like the other girls . Haa !

Bimbo , im sorry for not replying to your messages . I know i've been such an Asshole . I should have not regret with my decision . How foolish i am . I miss you . I know , i had you . But you know i have such a HUGE ego . No matter what , im still loving you mann ! My Birthday is in 21 more days . It holds alot of memories . I used to be excited about this date but now , i dont seems to care about it . Its like im hating my on Birthdate just because of one stupid memory . O M Goodness !

Moving On.

2010-06-30T02:26:00.001+08:00

Today marks my TWELVE days not working at Kallang Bowl anymore . I missed that place freaking much . I miss everyone there . Can i go back there ? Gosh ! I wanna go work back badly . I will be taking my test on Wednesday . Pray hard for me ayy . Thank you people ! *wide smile*

Everyone has been asking if im okay . I guess it has got to do with my Facebook status . Im sorry guys , i cant answer you yet for now . Im back to my misery life . This time , im falling hard , real hard . Its so bloody difficult for me to stand up on my feet back . I've tried to hide everything but i just cant . I tried to be strong and pretend like nothing's wrong like how i usual did but this time its so freaking different . I dont know why .
For two nights i had difficulties in sleeping till i've to cry before i sleep . Sigh .
Thanks a million lovelies for all those messages . Atleast i know , i will not be alone in facing all this though i choose to face it alone . I joke and laugh along with you all but i just my heart just wont stop crying . Sigh . I have to move on . I will move on . I dont know till when but I have to , really . Goodbye .

Fuck Up .

2010-06-18T18:11:00.001+08:00

Picture taken on Wednesday at LJS BPP . I accompany her there just because she was craving for LJS Salad . Haa ! I didnt eat much as i was only eating the chip and fries cheese combo . Nice ! I cant go to work together even i feel i want to , badly . There's something happened last minute which is too personal . Babes , Im sorry ayy ? I guess , im too problematic . Fire me if you want , do whatever you want but please dont hate me ? Arghhhhhhh ! Im so fucked up right now . I need someone to talk to . I need someone shoulder to cry on . Sigh . I felt so worthless right now . I cant think straight . Thanks Rani♥ for being a listening ear yesterday . Please someone get me out of this misery . I want my life back ! FUCK ! Goodbye .

What A Day .

2010-06-15T02:45:00.000+08:00

I slept at 4AM on Monday morning which i supposed to wake up two hours after that . What the hell . I just cant sleep . I woke at 645AM and i was having headaches due to not enough of sleep . I guess , my Insomnia is coming back . Please dont ? I went to work and suddenly i felt so odd and i dont know why . I guess im just too moody these days . Blablabla , and i went to air shoes at the roof top and the picture above was taken by Kak Nur♥ . That was her idea . Thanks anyway . After work , texted with Dumbass♥ and i fought with Baby . I was texting both of them till i didnt realised that i cried in the train . Gosh ! Burok siaaa ! Celebrated Nanny♥'s birthday as per normal with Uncle coming over to my place with his family and obviously i freaking hatred his wife . Wont never ever changed . Sigh ! Lazy to elaborate that part . After everything ended , here i am online . I need to sleep now or not i will be a sleepyhead again later at work . Confirm gonna be a FULL house again . Mind my words , okay ? Haa ! Will be working with Kak Shikeen♥ later . Planned to meet Dumbass♥ and Wawa♥ if she reached Singapore early or not see how the situation is later ayy ? Baby , I miss the old us . Goodbye .

Unbelievable .

2010-06-13T05:43:00.000+08:00

Today was such an unbelievable day for me . I just felt that things that has been happening was just a dream . Woke up early in the morning . Texted with DDF , Baby , Ashraf and Wawa . I expressed to DDF what and how i felt all this while . Yeah , i regret it . No worries , i will give you plenty of time . Text from morning all the way to late afternoon where i decided to meet her up and eventually we did . Meet her at Dunern Sec area . Slack and slack and slack . 4.30PM , i went off after taking picture with her .
Someone cannot accept the fact that she's shorter than me . We still keep texting and there we had the M&M's talk right ? Craps siaaa and hell i was talking nosense . Tell you what ? I will update right ? Wawa has went off to KL and will only be back on Tuesday . Gosh !
Something bad happened today . I fell down and my left knee is swollen and i cant even walked properly .
I dont know how the hell i can fell from there . And now , im having fever . Okay , i need to sleep now . Will be working at 1PM later . Best makcik is fetching me , I guessed ? Okay goodnight !

Dont hate me .

2010-06-11T14:08:00.001+08:00

I know i've not been updating lately . Seriously , i've got no time . The past week , i've been working night shift with Kak Shikeen♥ and Kak Nur♥ . It was blast one . Im loving it ~ Okay skip that . I've got my pay . I give Nanny♥ some of my pay and the rest i keep it . Hee . Hmm , watched Killers with Best Makcik♥ . It was a funny one and i swear i laugh like hell in the cinema theatre . After that had our dinner at Pastamania . Done with that , i went Kallang Bowl just to slack with them . At 10PM , i went home . And , on my way back home , i received a text message from Wawa . Yeah , the same girl who i fought with months ago . I admit something to her which i dont think i should write here . Its very tiring to keep on hating someone for i dont know what reason . Gosh ! Im over it mann . Truth is , i've never hate them . Never ! The reason i did that was to make them understand something which they dont understand .Ohh , never mind . Meet Wawa on Tuesday afternoon and i guess it was just a normal one . Had my lunch at Banquet . I answered all the question she asked and off im to work . I just want to start afresh new friendship with Wawa . I dont mean any harm . Trust me . And only left with Dee . I know its easy to forgive someone but to forget everything its just so impossible . I believe that there's alot misunderstanding between us . I guess , meetups will solve everything . I just dont understand why must there be hatred between us ? Please ? Dont ever hate me .

What The F !

2010-05-27T18:38:00.001+08:00

Sorry for privatise-ing my blog for a few days . I just need some privacy and space . There's too many Uninvited readers who has been reading my blog . Grr ! Please people , for goodness sake , you can read whatever I've written here as this is where i let out my feelings . But please atleast dont make a big HOO HAA over it can ? Sigh ! Well what can i say , my day is filled with work only . And today (?) is my OFF day ! Woohoo ! Lets skip what happened at work the past week can ? Okaay go ! Monday , work with GongGong♥ and i swear its a very bore one . Suddenly , the time flies so freaking slow . Brr ! Met Ilyas after work . He kept on calling me Budak Kecik . Yeah , I know i do look and act like a small kid sometimes . Whatever~ Tuesday , i supposed to work with GongGong♥ but eventually found out that he was on MC and i worked with Yaya♥ in the morning . We chit-chat and shared stories . It was a fun one . And i get to know with this dullard . I was bloody irritated by him and i swear i dont need a guy like him in my life . Ewww ! You're such a pain in the arse you know . Okay whatever . I forget to share about my Da ge♥ . Like WOW ! I got a Big brother . Truth is , he's one of the bowler at my place and we became close . Just like Brother and Sister . I shared with him almost everything . I guess , he's the only one who understand me at the moment . Supposedly to watch a movie with Da ge♥ today before he fly off to Shanghai tommorow morning but i guess im still disturbed by yesterday night incident . I guess , only Yaya♥ and Paul know what happened yesterday . Yaya♥ and me was like one mad women . We almost cried . But i guess i will settled it with Paul later . Im stressed out . One word , FUCK !

Da ge♥ , take very good care of yourself to and back from Shanghai , alright ? You're sick but then you still wanna work and leave some time for me . I want to meet you before you leave for Shanghai and i dont even know when you're coming back . I will not have anyone to share my feelings with . I will not have anyone who really care for me like you did . Nobody to teach me chinese anymore . I find it cute when you tried to talked Malay with the malay auntie at the stall . Yeah , i promise i will teach you malay one day when you're totally free for sure . One thing for sure , Xiao Mei Love and Miss yaaa . Buy for me a very BIG STICH when you get home . Bluekx ! Take care hor !

2010-05-18T02:33:00.002+08:00

H I A T U S .

I will be hiatus till i get to repair my bloody Laptop .

Im going KL on the 6th of June .

Misss me people . Goodbye !

Gosh !

2010-05-16T13:47:00.003+08:00

Work was such a bore yesterday . I reached work at 8.45AM and i saw a crowd outside my workplace waiting to go in . I didnt expect that singaporeans are this Kiasu . Haa ! Walked in and get ready for opening but i must still wait for Paul to sell the lanes as the float money is in the safe room and only certain people has the key to it . Our place was FULL the whole day . The waiting list was up to TWO FULL PAGES ! Since i was at the counter , i was lost for awhile . Its very messy you know . Grr ! One funny incident , i was answering a phone call from i dont know who . What i know she was malay lady who wanna enquire if there's any staff at Kallang bowl by the name of Mohd Safuan (?) . Safwani have laa , but its a lady and thats me ! Haha ! And there's no such thing as course going on at our place . What pissed me off was the other lady say , as if there's only one bowling alley at Kallang . Excuse me , as i've said , there's only ONE fucking bowling alley at Kallang and thats at Kallang Leisure Park which is at the place im working right now . My dearest Eric♥ has returned from Genting Highland . He's back at work . Saw him yesterday at work and i hugged him . Miss him mann ! Chatted with my Barney♥ and Oinkoink♥ yesterday . I complain to them how pain my throat is and i lost my voice . Its irritating . I cant even sing to all my favourite song . Today , i cannot endure already . Im weak , i know . Texted Eric♥ and he transfered me money to go see doctor and get a Medical Certificate . Now , im having problems . Who is going to help me to eat all the medicine ? The doctor say my throat is swelling and i should not dehydrate myself . I cant take oily and spicy food . The doctor also say that i must take care of my abdo back . How arh ? I need to have my rest now . I feel so sleepy right now . Im working tommorow morning with Eric♥ . Ohh yes , i cied listening to the song , Broken by Sezairi sezali . Goodbye .

Rest .

2010-05-15T02:19:00.000+08:00

See the picture above ? He look alike like Justin Bieber right ? The only difference was his hair is darker and his name is Shawn and he's from Spanish . Hee ! When he approached our counter , for a moment i thought it was Justin Bieber and i was smiling to myself all along . After he returned back the shoes , i approached him and said that i wanna take picture with him because he look alike like Justin Bieber . Haa ! His reaction was so suprised and he happily took a picture and his friends was being so supportive , helped me to take a picture of us . Haha ! Thank you , girl ! I was late to work today and i was sick , mind you ! i was sneezing and coughing infront of the costumer . Oppsy ! Sorry ayy people ? Yaya , was infected by me . Sorry babe ! I didnt mean to . One more happy news , Im back with S♥ . I mean , our friendship back to normal . As soon as i reached work , i saw him walking towards the counter but me being such a ego , turned away and ignored him . I dont remember what happened and TADAAA (!) , now we are back ! I miss Rizzi ! Its been a long time since i saw him . Hmm , im working in the morning shift later and im not asleep yet by now ? Gosh ! Im going out later after work . So , i'll just update now . Anyway , Ive just changed my blogskin again ! I prefer this one . At last ! Haa ! Okayy , Im done . Goodbye .

Weak

2010-05-14T10:44:00.000+08:00

I'm not feeling well . My throat is aching and hell that sucks ! My body felt so weak and im kinda lazy to go to work today . This flu is killing me too , Grr ! Yesterday in incident with someone really heart pain . I cant stop thinking , what's her motive saying that ? You asked someone's boyfriend out and when he can't meet you up , you just put the blame on him . Then when the girlfriend asked , you said that it was the guy who wanna meet so much . What the hell mann ! Sengaja nak kasi kiter gadoh per ? Grr ! For your information , Khai showed the message you sent to him and the message he sent to you . As i've said . next time before you said anything , beware of what you wanna say . Because of a small tiny issue can became big if you said wrongly and you cant take back your words . Another thing , you cant blame the person if he cant meet you . It was YOU who wanna meet so much not him what . Be thankful that im not like any other girlfriends who likes to jump into conclusion and go on pick up a fight with you . I dont mind if you wanna meet Khai or whatsoever but by the way you're doing this , it makes me feel like you're purposely wanna make us fight and i also got to know that you used to have feelings for him but you were rejected as he has feelings for that girl . Haa ! Consider yourself lucky also because he still wanna be friend with you because if it was other guys , i think he will dissapeared from your life . I also would not wanna confess to someone if i liked that someone . Like come on . you're a girl . You have dignity . Not ashame mehh ? Funny laa girls nowadays . Okaay , i wanna bath right now . I need to get ready for work later . Goodbye .

Inconsolable

2010-05-13T12:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday marks the end of my friendship with S♥ . It was a very bad day for me , seriously .

I didnt expect him to be at my workplace yesterday because yesterday was his off day . You were smiling to me as usual and for a moment , i felt very happy because i thought that we can went back to normal . But i was wronged , totally wronged .

Im aware who i am to you . Im just only a friend or even a stranger to you while her , the girl of your dreams . The girl whom you loved though you keep denying when i asked you . I was asking her out of curiousity and just to start a conversation . Little did i expect that she was actually jealous of me . Which i dont even know why .

That girl called you and bombard you with vulgar words , i heard that myself . You quickly called me and wanted to pick up a fight when i was working . Well excuse me , two words for you . Fuck you ! During the period of our friendship , i didnt know that you are so Dayus ! Darn it man ! I was wronged in judging you . I was foolish to cry for your friendship . What Yaya said to me really ring a bell . I should have not trust every single of your words .

After those arguments over the phone at work , you text me making it worst . You texted me asking if i really dont wanna see your face forever and when i replied saying that was the only thing i wanted for now . Deep inside , only me and God knows how i felt . I feel like wanna run far far away from there . And again , my stupid tears let me cried for you .

I fake a smile , laughter at work with Yaya yesterday . She told me her past and im not amazed at all . Besides , i was not focusing on her . My mind was on him . I was thinking where did we go wrong till it became worst til this extend . Maybe its because i was so stupid to believe your promise that no matter what happen , our friendship wont be affected . I dont wish to prolong this matter any longer . Like what my last i sent to you , i take it as nothing happened between us and i take it as if i've never ever knew you . For your information , I've deleted your number on my phonebook . So , dont worry ayy ?

Today is my off day and supposed to be my rest day but with the renovation going on at my house , i dont think i can have suffient rest . Im having sore throat due to me shouting and crying alot . It sucks man ! Supposed to meet Bimbo♥ today but i guess , i cant make it . I'm Incosolable .

Ego Bestfriend

2010-05-12T10:43:00.003+08:00

I've realised one thing . Im starting to gain weight . Grr . See my face at the picture above , Round and chubby already . My body is very weird laa . No matter how i slim down , my face will always be chubby . Hate it mann ! Grr ! My first few days of working nights was quite a blast on weekends and such a bore on weekdays . Basically , there's so much freaking people bowl even at night . Weird man these people . Haa ! Okaay , im a bit moody nowadays because of my fight with S♥ .

He accused me on with such things that i swear i never did . He didnt want to talk to me . He igonored me . He didnt treat me like how he used to . While we're fighting through text messages , i was trying my best to hold back my tears . I fake a smile to all the costumers .

But when you sent the last messaged , i cant hold it any longer . I ran into the room and hid one corner and let my tears and sadness take control of me .

When it times to go back home , i talked with Rizzi . I told him every single thing what happened . It hurts me even more when i saw you buying beer when going home . I felt guilty . I knew , you drink because of me . But , i choose to pretend not seeing it . I texted you asking Rizzi to text me using his number simply because i dont wanna you to know that i still care for you . Rizzi called me using your number . I talked with him with tears rolling on my cheeks . I lied saying that im not crying .

Enough with those hurting words , you accused me of flirting with Rizzi . Sigh . I know my limits . He's attached and i only treat him as a good friend . A person who i can rely on at the moment , I cried and this time , i cant stop . Until my eyes were swollen red . And you just hang up the phone just like that . Sigh .

For Three days you're not at work , i miss you . I miss those laughters we used to had . I missed how you will go out to the counter to take a look at me and disturbed me . You said that you dont even have a tiny bit feelings for me but why this fight ? What are we fighting for ? Dont you used to say that we are the best of friends ? Sigh . Please stop this stupid childish fights and stop being so ego back to normal , PLEASE ?

Rizzi sent me home using his motorbike on Monday night . Thanks ayy ? I know , im heavy right ? Budow peh bangla ! My ass is in pain because of you , gundu ! Thanks for the friendship . Anyway , Im working with this minahrep , Yaya♥ today . Im hoping its gonna be a blast . *crossing fingers* Mampos both Juniors working together ! Upside down siaa Kallang bowl tonight . Haa ! Okaay , Im done now . Im meeting Best Makcik to collect the handphone casing . Hee . Goodbye .

2010-05-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

Im having mixed feelings right now . Im freaking happy because my dearest Assistant Manager , Eric♥ is not resigning . I mean , its been postponed till June . Wee~ On Monday , i went on a movie date with S♥ . We decided to watched Iron Man 2 and i swear its a boring movie . I fell asleep halfway through the movie . Craps shey the movie ! The show ended at midnight and he gave me money to take taxi go home . Thanks for the day . And thanks for the plush toys though u cant get the Big Stich that i wanted . But seeing how u willing to take it just to win my heart was more than enough for me . And oh yes , I've met Apez♥ . Finally man ! Haa ! We slacked and it was a memorable one laa . Today was such a sleepy day for me . I was darn lagging at work this morning . Kind of blur . Like dont know what to do . Received my pay cheque for Two weeks of working . I saw Baby's ex , Indah at my workplace . We exchanged numbers and now we are crapp-ing like we known each other for ages . Cool huh ? Tommorow im working at night . Will be working with Paul . Darn it . And S♥ will be working also . Hoping it will not be a bored one . *crossing fingers* I love my workplace . Kallang Bowl is the best , Hell yeah ! Indah , meetup soon alright . Done updating . Goodbye . *waving hands*

2010-04-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

I have no time to update my blog . Im so busy enjoying myself at work till i forget all about cyberworld . Hee ! Ohh , did i tell you all that I'm working with Chico from Anugerah ? Yeah , he is ! *SCREAM* I was so shocked when i saw him for the first time but now im used to it . He's friendly and sadly he's attached . Haa ! He's gonna resign soon . His last day will be on the 24th next month . Wee ~ My favourite manager is quiting . Im freaking sad . No one to talk crap with . No one will be buying me strawberry milk and strawberry doghnuts anymore . Im gonna miss you , Eric . Yeah , ALOT . Im hoping Paul will be like you . *crossing finger* Take care hor ! Dont forget your little sister here ! Okay , my eyes is full of tears right now . Im done . Goodbye . *waving hands*

2010-04-19T18:36:00.000+08:00

I'M HAVING FUN !

I've just finished my shift but im still at my workplace because the of the bloody rain . Grr ! But never mind , i can still use the laptop here and update my blog . Hee ! Okay let me tell you guys how's my first day at work . Basically , Im late by how many minutes im not sure because of the stupid fucking train . I get to take the Circle line to work and i was like a small kid seeing new things . Reached work , my senior accompany me to punch card at Level 1 and we did chit-chat along . She's friendly , very ! Haa ! After punch card , go back upstairs and start with the introduction . Done with that , she even brought for me Burger King's for breakfast . Nice right ? Bowling alley , what do you expect man ? Who would wanna play bowling early in the morning ? Crazy huh ? After helping tearing paper , i played here and there . I managed to do some cashiering on my first day . Cool huh ? Best makcik came down because she skipped work and decided to apply at my workplace but since we do not need anymore crew , i suggest her to apply at cinema . So since she agreed , i accompany her to the cinema which is just above us during my luchtime . Good girl right me ? Hee ! After that , we talked and she went off and im back to my work . There's this one couple that reminds me of Baby . He hugged the girl whenever the girl lose . Sweet right ? Sigh . Talking about that , Baby is fetching me from work on Friday . Weee~ . Okay , thats roughhly what happened . Im knocking off soon . Update soon hor ! Bye ! *waving hands*

2010-04-18T15:29:00.000+08:00

I know i've not been updating my blog for ages . Truth is , im too busy with interviews and meeting up people . So far , i've already got a full-time job at a bowling alley . The work is fun . Its a malay surrounding kind of workplace . My working hours is not fixed . I can be working in the morning . But the will sure put me in the evening shift on weekends . Which means , i will be ending work at either 1AM or 3AM . Basically , i will not be updating so often as you can see , i will not be having time to do so . In fact i can assured you that i wont be having time for myself . Skip that , im planning to watch the last song with Bimbo . Im hoping that my off day falls on that day . *crossing fingers* Anyway , im still shocked hearing the news that Achik Spin is gone , forever . And i did cried . He's one of my favourite singer and actor . Pity his wife and small kids . How would the mom explain to the kids that their father is gone ? I know how they will feel cause i've been in their shoes . What makes me more sad was seeing the video of how the accident happened till it took away his life , His body was burnt with the car as well . Oh God ! I wish that he be placed with the souls of good people and may he rest in peace . Amin . I will always remember you . Sigh .

My weekends .

2010-03-29T15:41:00.004+08:00

Hello stalkers ! Im back for another post . Okay thats random . Whatever . Here's whats been happening during my weekends . On saturday , I woke up at Seven and mummy told me to go to the shop to buy breakfast and at the same time check if her pay is already been banked in . And eventually it did ! Haha . Mummy gave me 250 for my allowance this month and i only left with ____ as i have to pay nanny for repairing my laptop few weeks ago . Urghs . After done with that , Im off to Lot 1 as im meeting ______. After talk and stuffs , i wend to buy Pie Kia for nanny and the rest as they have been craving for it and i also bought myself Delifrance sandwich . Hee . Oh yaa . I also bought for Baby a Shirt but im not sure if it fits as Baby was too busy with his work and cant meet me . Grr . Took 188 bus home and im off to sleep after eating . Like oinkoink siaaa . Haa . On sunday , mummy wake me up in the morning asking me to get ready as she wants to bring all of us to City plaza as she has been craving for Arnolds chicken . Haa . After done with out lunch , we walked around geylang and i noticed there's alot of Minah Indonesia there . Haha . Skip that , i bought myself a perfume , Liverpool handphone strap and a new earpiece . And yes , Im a fan of Liverpool . Hee . After done with that , took taxi home as i was too lazy to take the bus i shared the cab money with mummy okay ? Reach home and i was lying down on my bed when mummy told me to accompany her to rebond her hair and i followed as i wanted to rebond my fringe also . And yes , Im done with it . It doesnt look much different though but i sitll like it as it was not as messy as it used to .After done with that , bought dinner and i lost my nine bucks . Like what the heck ? Grr . After dinner , had quality moments with nanny and mummy . We were massaging each other and laugh like nobody buisness . Can i have it again ? After that , we watched Adnan sempit . I laugh out like hell i tell you . It was darn funny , Its a movie to be watch . ; Dimana ada kemahuan , Di situ ada HIghway . And Baby sorry regarding yesterday . U fall asleep while waiting for me to finish watching it . But , lets meetup tommorow okay ? Im missing you freaking darn much already . I miss your hugs and you kissing all over me . Sigh . Why must we go our separate ways ? I love you .

Alive

2010-03-26T21:08:00.003+08:00

I've got so much love for you darlin'

And I, I wanna let you know how I feel

And it's true that I love you

And it's true you're the only one

And I do, I adore you

And it's true, girl

You make me feel alive, ive, ive, ive

You make me feel alive, ive, ive, ive, ive

You say, you say, you say that I'm the only one

You say that I'm your number 1

Now you're gone and I feel numb

Tell me where do we go wrong

You were my best friend and boyfriend

Now it seems like you're my worst friend

I gotta do soul searching

Without you I'm a whole different person

I ain't acting like I used to

I don't feel loved like I used to

It was your love I was used to

Why do I had to lo-lo-lose?

Your love, your love, your love

Your love is what it was

That have me feeling bust

You are my true love

And it's true that I love you

And it's true you're the only one

And I do, I adore you

And it's true, girl

You make me feel alive, ive, ive, ive

You make me feel alive, ive, ive, ive, ive

Hey girl, you're the only one

Supposed to be my number one

Now you're gone, I feel so numb

Tell me how do we go wrong

First friends then we became best friends

You used to be my girlfriend, now you're my worst friend

Yeah, I gotta do a lil' soul searching

Without you I'm a whole different person

I don't even act like how I used to

I don't even feel loved like I used to

I guess it's your love that I used to

And I feel bad that I had to lose you

I get so many things that I wanna s-s-say

I guess this mean that I'm missing you

Sorry for the things that I did to you

I'm so lost without you

And it's true that I love you

And it's true you're the only one

And I do, I adore you

And it's true, girl

You make me feel alive, ive, ive, ive

You make me feel alive, ive, ive, ive, ive

I've got so much love

I adore you and it's true, girl

You make me feel alive, ive, ive, ive

You make me feel alive, ive, ive, ive, ive

So easy to fall in love with you

And all the things that you do

Baby girl you're so remarkable

So special, so wonderful

Baby girl, you're so remarkable

So special

My sweet baby dedicate that song to me . *melting*
Yeah , it is meaningful , very . Sigh .
Baby , yes we used to be so loving and happy before the ______.
But , we will make it back , okay ?
You wont ever lose me and please STOP thinking negatively .
And _____ . Please stop saying that to pacify me .
From my primary school to secondary , to til where i am now .
There WILL always be someone to hate me .
Like , what the heck ? What did i do ?
Yeah , its so obvious that you're just plain jealous .
Including _______. Haha .
And my Buddy is back laa oyitt ! Weeee ~
Cheer up aites my buddy ?
She dont deserved you , Like duh !
For now enjoy your single life when u still can .
Shayangk Buddy okay ? Yeaaaaaaaaaah !
Im done . People once read , TAG please ?
Thank you very nice . Hee ,
Goodbye Stalkers !

2010-03-25T09:41:00.003+08:00

Im amazed with guys nowadays who chase after attached girls .

And even a chinese friend of mine has expressed his love for me .

Read up the conversation .

Him: Hey dear why u never msg me for so long? U dun miss me is it?
I just finish work not long and now going to meet my dad.
Waneey: Cause u never message me ?
Him: Oh im sorry! I scared i disturb u plus im still sick and quite stress these
few days. This friday we meet ok?
Waneey: Nahh , its alright :) . Why stress ? Err , see how k ?
Him: Maybe i tell u later over the phone k dear. Cause my off day is o friday
and i hope u can accompany me for few hours. Ok ?
Waneey: Err , I cant receiver incoming calls as my free incoming balanceis insuffient . Sorry .
Him: Oh u mean ur prepaid is low? Why u use so fast? U keep msging
with other guys right? Im so sad!
Waneey: Huh ? Why sad? Haiy0o . I havent top up since last month .
Him: Cause if u talk to guys or meet them i will be jealous . U see wad time
u can meet on friday then u let me know tmr nite.. ok ?
Waneey: For what u wanna be jealous ? Haiyaaa . Er , alright then .
Him: Cause u are going to be my gf soon and i already have the feel
towards u. Friday u got sch ?

I fell asleep after his last message . I hate this .

I hate when a guy confess his feelings to me .

I hate hurting other people feelings , so please throw away that feelings for and moved on with another girl , please ? Firstly , Im attached and i love my boyfriend more than i love myself . Secondly , i hate to hurt people feelings as i will feel bad and at the same time spoil my friendship with you guys . Maybe you wont felt that way but i will . It feel akward to befriend with someone you know who put hopes you . Urghs . A very BIG thank you to my Oinkoink yesterday for accompany me to sleep yesterday . Continue to be an Oinkoink cause I love you , my Oinkoink . Haaa . Lastly , Baby i missed you already . Its so sad knowing we cant message or talk over the phone . Please topup soon and please dont be naughty out there ? Please dont changed cause i afraid that you will . I want you . I need you and most importantly , I love you . Please dont changed ? If you are reading my blog , please tag me so i know that you're reading . Im missing you . I love you . And i just put a new tagboard as i find this tagboard so stylish and cute . So , i will be using this now . Okay . Im done . Goodbye .

P.S: I cant live without you . I need you .

2010-03-24T20:38:00.003+08:00

I've deleted my ~~Tagboard~~ at my blog .

Anything , you know where to get me , okay ?

Im lazy to entertain another STUPID BAGERO . Ha-ha !

I've decided to be strong and stand up own my feet . Yeah !

I told Baby that i wanna be happy like how i used to .

No more crying at nights , no more emo-ing . Weeee ~

So lets say , SHIBALL to my public haters ! Hee !

Thats a negative words in Korean . Wohooo !

Im being such a fickle minded now . Urghs .

I dont know whether if i wanna go for another shot .

Whatever it is , OLD long lost friend , i miss ya'all .

My old classmates . My Cyberfriends .

I wanna reply to hundreds of comments everyday .

Like how i used to back then when Im single .

Whatever it is , Im missing Baby so much .

Baby , when wanna meet ? I miss you leyh ?!

I love you very very the much , okay ?

Nobody can ever destroy our strong love , right baby ? Weeee ~

Okay , I wanna go study with Amy now .

Goodbye .

2010-03-24T14:55:00.000+08:00

I cried listening to this song the past few days .

You remind me of the past .

My Ex boyfriend , _____ sang this song to me few days back .

I tried to ignore him but he continue to haunt me back .

I suffered with you enough and i dont want you back .

Besides , Im happily attached right now .

Dont bother to came back , I hate you .

And baby , yes i will try to forget everything .

I dont wanna suffer anymore .

Loving you was beyond my control .

Dont let EIGHT months go to the drain , alright ?

I Love You , Forever and always .

I dont understand .

2010-03-23T16:39:00.002+08:00

I was pissed off with this unknown yesterday .
I dont know from where he/she actually get my msn address .
What's pissed me off was when he/she bring up THAT past which i threw away .
Do you know how long it takes for me to actually forget everything that has happened ?
Do you know how it feels to cry to sleep every SINGLE night for THREE MONTHS ?
You dont know how i felt , you dont how it feels knowing someone hate you , with a senseless reason . You dont , dont you Unknown ?
Just because i didnt entertain your foolish nosense , you bombard me with those kind of words ?
I didnt expect in this modern world , you could actually think of the word , 'BOMOH' ?
Fyi , I didnt HIDE every single thing from Khai , i swear .
Whether if its GOOD or BAD , I will NOT hide from him and explain to him why i did that .
And i didnt actually asked Khai to leave his own Buddy .
It was her own buddy wishes and I was the one who persuade him to go back with her .
And even up til now , i still do alright ?
After i finally can move on , why bother to came into my life and bring me down again ?
Read the conversation between me and Khai yesterday :

Khai: haiz..im sry syg.. :(

Waneey: Huh ? S0rry for what ?

Khai: sry 4 causing u all dis pain n suffering.. :(

Waneey: Its not ur fault , my dear . Everything happens cause Allah da tulis

this is what i've to go through . But , umi always said that , Allah takkan kasi kite dugaan

yang kita tak kuat tempuhi . But why , im always not strong facing his obtscles .

Maybe its fate that i will always be the girl with a broken heart ?

Khai: haiz...no lah syg, every r/s has dier own bad obs i will go thru dis together wif u k syg?

I give up . Say whatever you want .

This is what you want , right ? Seeing me fell so hard .

Fine , Im giving what you want now . You win okay ?

Say whatever you want , i dont care anymore .

Maybe i will be on hiatus for a moment .

I really need to mend my heart .

Baby , Im sorry for making you worried . I just dont want to see you suffer .

It hurts me so freaking much if that were to happened .
I dont know how long its gonna take but just let me mend my broken heart .
No matter how i tried to explain to them , they will always see me as the 'BAD ONE' .
No matter what happens , i will love you faithfully .

2010-03-22T14:45:00.002+08:00

Hello stalkers ! Haa !

Okay let me update about the audition .

I didnt get to enter the next round as i was having a tongue twister . Haa !

Baby and Fifah was shocked as i have the talent .

Truth is , I had a camera fright , seriously .

I always have this thinking that there are many people looking at me behind those camera .

But , im glad that it ends as i dont have to think about what happen next .

I praying hard that my scene wont be out on television .

I wont wanna see how my face is and im not ready for more unnecessary attention .

Back from there , i was like paranoid . Budow kan waneey . Haa !

Seriously , everyone was looking at me . Like , what the heck ?

Whats my next step [?]

Im going to join Drama club as my CCA to prepare me for the next Three years [?]

Currently , Im waiting for Mr. Bakthiar to respond to my message .

Im going back to school . Weeee ~

Okay , Im done here . Baby , hang on there .

Its just a week not going to be more and we still can message right ?

And dont worry , i wont change within that short period .

You know me for eight months so you should know me by now .

I Love you bebanyak sekali okaay ? *big hugs*

Goodbye .

Anugerah Skrin

2010-03-16T14:38:00.001+08:00

Im bored right now so i just decided to blog .

Alright , lets start with Ive got ALL Justin Bieber's songs in his new album .

Yeap all which just out in stores TWO days ago . Yeay !

Im hoping that Im the first Singaporean Justin Bieber fan to get . Haha !

I dont mind dating someone two years younger than me if its Justin Bieber !

Ohh , and he dedicate the song 'U smile' to all his fans . Sweet right ? Aww !

I just love you Justin Bieber and will always do .

By the way , Im going for Anugerah Skrin audtion this saturday ,

Anyone who saw me there please shout out my name okay ?

Not to worry , Im very very friendly . Trust me .

And please support me alright ? Okay go ! Haha !

I will be going with my Bestest Best babes , Fifah ,Dada and Lala [?] .

I think there's more to come .

Okay , Im done updating .

See you guys on Saturday at Caldecott alright ? Goodbye !

Justin Bieber , when u smile , I smile (:

2010-03-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

Im back people . But still , i wont be updating it so often .

Well what can i say , Im busy with Boyfriend , family and friends .

Babyy , celebrating seven monthsarry with u indeed was a special one .

Thanks for spending the day with me . Hope we will last .

I wouldnt wanna loose u ever again . Like seriously .

Im missing Muhammad Khairul Anam Bin Zailani , like alot ?

Babyy , come back from camp soon okay ? I cant sleep leyh without you ! :P

Bitches , back off alright ? He's mine and will always be mine , LOSERS !

Okay , im done now .

Muhammad Khairul Anam Bin Zailani , Sarang Hayo ! (:

Random

2010-02-23T19:15:00.002+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = plain water

2. last phone call = Babylove

3. last text message =Nadira

4. last song you listened to = Because Im stupid

5. last time you cried = Last night !

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = yes

7. been cheated on = countless of times

8. kissed someone & regretted it = never

9. lost someone special = yes

10. been depressed = yes

11. been drunk and threw up = nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. black

13. pink

14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend = many

16. Fallen out of love = yes

17. Laughed until you cried = yes

18. Met someone who changed you = yes

19. Found out who your true friends were = yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Like duh !

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = obviously yes . Duh !

GENERAL:

22. How many kids do you want to have? 3

23. Do you have any pets = nope

24. Do you want to change your name = NOPE .

26. What did you do for your last birthday = Countdown with Baby and get attached with Baby and celebrate with family .

27. What time did you wake up today = 5.ooAM

28. What were you doing at midnight last night= On The Phone with Baby.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = One year Anni and Driving lisence .

30. Last time you saw your Mother = just now morning

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Too personal .

32. What are you listening to right now = Nothing ?

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Yes , My Tomcat ! :P

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Nanny's naggings

35. Most visited webpage = My blog and Facebook !

36. Whats your real name = Nur safwani Hazimah Binte Abdullah

37. Nicknames = Waneey

38. Relationship Status = In a relationship.

39. Zodiac sign = Leo

40. Male or female?= female

41. Elementary = C.H.I.J primary , Hong Kah Primary School

42. High School = Yusof Ishak Secondary school

43. College = Not yet

44. Hair colour = Milk Tea Brown

45. Long or short = Short

46. Height = 156cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Yes , My baby lorhs .

48: What do you like about yourself? = everything

49. Piercings = ears

50. Tattoos = none

51. Righty or lefty= righty

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery = never

53. First piercing = ear

54. First best friend = Ain

55. First sport you joined = None

56. First vacation= Thailand

58. First pair of trainers = cant recall

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = nope

60. Drinking = nope

61. I'm about to = text Baby

62. Listening to = songs

63. Waiting for = Baby to call me after work

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? = Obviously .

65. Get Married? = Obviously yes .

66. Career? = Of course !

WHICH IS BETTER

67. Lips or eyes= Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses= Hugs

69. Shorter or taller= Taller

70. Older or Younger = Older

71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both

73. Sensitive or loud = Both

74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger = Nope

77. Drank hard liquor = Nope

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Nope

79. Sex on first date = Eww . Thats disgusting .

80. Broken someone's heart = Yes

81. Had your own heart broken = Yes

82. Been arrested = Once

83. Turned someone down = Yes , who doesnt ?

84. Cried when someone died = Obviously , DUHHHH ~

85. Fallen for a friend? = Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = Yes

87. Miracles = Yes

88. Love at first sight = Yes

89. Heaven = Duh !

90. Santa Claus = nope

91. Kiss on the first date = Nope

92. Angels = Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Had more than one bf/gf? = Nope

95. Did you sing today? = Yes

96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Everyone does .

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = Primary school life because i want to repeat do PSLE .

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? August 6

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Im already in love .

100. Posting this as 100 truths?= definitely :D

Sarang Ha Yo

2010-02-23T17:57:00.000+08:00

An nyong ha sye yo ?

Thats mean Hello , how are you in korean .

See the two hot guys up there .

I had a huge crush on them . Seriously .

Lee Min Hoo and Kim Hyun Joong .

Both of them are from Korean .

And im too obsessed with these two .

I want to meet them in person can ?

I missed the chance to meet Lee min Ho last year .

I would not want to miss another chance again .

And by the way , maybe Im going to Korea this April .

How wonderful . WOW !

Im sure gonna have fun .

Mummy please dont dissapoint me ? Baaaaaaaah !

Okay , I want to continue watching Korean drama .

An nyong hi - ka sye yo

2010-02-20T10:59:00.000+08:00

A song with a thousand meaning . Sigh !

Baby , how i wish i can give u all of me .

Im sorry for making u felt that way all this while .

I love you and i still do , alot .

I will try to give you all of me .

Be With You

2010-02-19T18:08:00.002+08:00

Eh eh eh eh eh

Ohhhhhh

I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin

Your the one i want and i'm a continue lovin

Cause your considered wifey and i'm considered husband

And i'm a always be there for you

And either way you look at it i ain't goin no where for my muffin

Cause she gonna hold it down, cant no body tell her nothin

You got the kind of love that always make a ???? fussin

And that's what gets me closer to you

And no one knows

Why i'm into you

Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes

And no one know, the things we've been through

Can never measure up to half of what i put you through

That's why we'll break through

And i don't care what they say

I'm gonna be with you

I wanna be with you

And i don't care what they do

I'm gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder

Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada

Cause i know what my baby like, i lean you on that prada

You ain't got to match with the shoes

All about knowing you i'm into doing things to keep her longer

Stickin together forever, watch you grow stronger

That's the way it has to be, everything problem

Keepin it always true

And no one knows

What i'm into you

Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes

And no one know, the things we've been through

Can never measure up to half of what i put you through

That's why we'll break through

And i don't care what they say

I'm gonna be with you

I wanna be with you

And i don't care what they do

I'm gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring

And ain't no one i compare you to

And i know that you will never walk away from me no matter what

And that's why i plan to do the same thing for you

And i want you to know

And i don't care what they say

I'm gonna be with you

I wanna be with you

And i don't care what they do

I'm gonna be with you

I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

Kau Buat Aku .

2010-02-18T18:23:00.002+08:00

Im such a happy worm nowadays and i like it . Ha-ha !

Valentines day was in deed a special day for me .

Though Babylove and me did not celebrate it because ,

we believe muslim are not allowed to celebrate it . Bluekxx !

But Babylove being such a sweetheart , gave me a ice - cream cake .

Sweet kan like the cake also . Ha-ha !

Ten more days to payday and Sixteen more days to ,

Seven monthsarry with Babylove . Yipee yeay yeay !

Andand , Happy Two years of friendship Arep Buddy !

Thanks for being a true bestfriend for two years .

Though we kinda lost it last year due to owr busy-ness .

We make it back now . Bluekx !

Waneey tak dapat jumpe our pictures laa .

My old phone lost already . Sadded perh ?

Meetup soon taw Bestest Buddy . I Love you .

And Baby ,

Kau buat aku semakin cinta .

Kau buat aku semakin gila .

Love u

2010-02-12T15:18:00.004+08:00

Im liking this song .

Andand , Im liking the movie .

So touching and romantic .

Im obsessed and addicted with Korean stuffs . Baahhhh !

Sixth Monthsarry

2010-02-08T19:45:00.001+08:00

; Happy Sixth Monthsarry Babylove !

Too bad we cant celebrate because Im sick and Baby went to JB on that day .

One thing for sure , Im going to celebrate it tommorow ! Bluekx !

Thanks Baby for taking care of the past few days when Im sick .

Now , I dont know how to decribe my situation .

My fever is up and down . I had a bad cough and sore throat .

But Baby as i promised , give me two more days okay ?

If things are not getting better ,

You can bring me to any doctor you like okay ?

And I like the song in my blog ; Note To God .

Its the exact feelings in me right now .

I cant stop crying listening to this song .

Read the lyrics and you will know .

Baby , I still want you to sing for me Two is better than One .

Its more better than just dedicating it for me . Bluekx !

Aniway , I dont think its too late for me to say this ,

; GOODBYE BEDOK AND HELLO WEST COAST !

Baby , I cant to meet you tommorow .

Like you said to me ,

Though we are far apart , our heart still remain near .

Im done here . I want to continue messaging with Babylove at work . Bluekx !

Goodbye .

Great Weekend.

2010-02-02T17:29:00.001+08:00

Had a such an enjoyable weekend with my loved ones though something happened .

Babylove bought me a new watch and i already had my couple ring but unfornately i lost it .

Im sorry Babylove , I promise we will buy the replacement soon .

I've watched Tooth Fairy with Rylla and Santau with Babylove .

I assumed many of you guys have watched Tooth Fairy so i shall not elaborate more .

Watching Santau with Babylove was such a funny exprience . Ha-ha !

Baby , Im keeping your BIG secret with me taw . Ha-ha !

Its a movie you shall not misses , Two Hands up i say ! Ha-ha !

I realised that Im so into Malay Love Novels nowadays .

So far , I love these two novels .

Senafas rindu which i cant remember the author name .

Bila Hati Berbicara By Antasya Balkis .

Its amazing to find me finish reading a novel by one day .

I love to read people wild imaginations and sometimes i feel Im in it .

Okay , I think im done here .

Just a short update will do . Im too busy nowadays .

Goodbye .

TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE.

2010-01-25T10:13:00.001+08:00

Ive decided NOT to delete my blog .

Yeah , I did and i took so long to decide . Ha-ha !
Babylove dont agree with me deleting my blog .
But , I will not update so often as Im too busy for it.
So people who want to get through me , just call or text me .
To those people who dont have my number , Too bad lorhs . Bluekx !
And , On our Fifth Monthsarry , we did not went for fishing BUT we managed to swim together .
I really enjoyed the day with you , Babylove .
I want that Underwater kiss again , can Babylove . Pleaseee ?
Sixth Monthsarry , Outing to West Coast Park , the very first time we met .
Okay , Im done updating ,
Goodbye .

DELETED .

2010-01-13T10:43:00.000+08:00

My life is changing for the better and Im liking it the way I am now .

I managed to forget all the bad incidents that happen to me .

I will be deleting my blog soon , maybe ?

I need to discuss with Babylove first .

But , for now , Im lazy to update here .

Goodbye .

Fifth Monthsarry

2010-01-07T10:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Fifth Monthsarry my love . Thanks for being there for me unconditionally .
May our love grow stronger and deeper each day alright ?
I want you be the one that i hug for the next Twenty years .
Nur Safwani Hazimah Shayangk Muhammad Khairul Anam bebanyak sekali .

Im not officialy back yet . Just wanted to post something for Babylove .

Thats the message i sent to Babylove on the night of our monthsarry .

Before midnight , while talking to Babylove over the phone with Babylove ,

I pretended to fall asleep and irritates Babylove but eventually Babylove is not mad at me .

Im touched , really touched by how Babylove is patience with me for the past five months .

Fifteen minutes before midnight , I pretend to wakeup and type a message for babylove .

After counting down , I immediately sent that message to Babylove .

Babylove was shocked and he giggles all the way while reading my message .

Now this is for you Babylove ,

Baby , Im glad that i met you in my life . You make me leave my darkness world .
I cant deny that we have gone through alot for the past five months and we managed to overcome it .
No matter how i tried to tell you that Im not good enough for you , the more you tried to prove that Im not .
Baby , I know many people will try to say how special how their baby is but i wont .
They dont need to know what you have done for me . All that is priceless and is very special to me .
Like I've always said , you're the special gift that god ever gave me and i dont want to lose you .
Thanks for proving me wrong that this relationship wont last . I cheerish every moment with you .
I Love you more than words can ever say .

Okay , Im done posting . Just wait for me to come back .

Finally Babylove and me have a new phone .

Too bad , we wont tell you guys our new number . Bluekx !

Close friends , you know where to get me .

Goodbye

2010-01-02T11:48:00.001+08:00

H I A T U S .

I will be back real soon . Do miss me when Im gone people .

Close friends , you know where to get me alright ?

G O O D B Y E

Touch By An Angel <3

2009-12-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

I realised that ive not been updating for such a long time .
I was being such a lazy pig to update my blog these day .
But , here am i today to update whats been happening since Sunday .
Sunday , I get to rebond my hair in the afternoon and I get it cut short .
Actually , i wanted the length to be just nice above my shoulder .
But due to the hairstylist sillyness , he get it cut til that short length .
And thanks to it , now Im feeling unconfortable and funny with short hair .
In the evening , met Dada and the rest at Kallang Mrt to watch Singapore Idol Grand Finals .
We talked and walk til the Indoor stadium is nowhere to be found . Ha-ha !
Eventually , we took taxi as the taxi driver told us its far from us .
Thanks eyh Dada . Luckily , we make it in time . Huakhuak !
We reached there and it was so packed with humans being .
We did find out way in to the Singapore Idol Grand Finals .
Throughout the show , i really did enjoy myself and dance along with it .
Not forgetting among us , Im like the only one who shouted like hell for Sezairi .
And , I wear the same colour clothes as him , that is white . Sehati sejiwer ~ Bluekx !
When it comes to the part when they announce Sezairi as the winner ,
I automatically went down on my knees and i nearly shed tears . Ha-ha !
But i was pissed off when I heard people saying that Sezairi dont deserved this .
Well , you guys are just not sastify that another MALAY guy make it .
Its obviously shown that majorites of Singaporeans wants him as our Thirld Idol.
Its based on voting . So next time if not sastify keep voting til you bankrupt .
After the show , I went home straight by bus . Luckily there is .
It was so packed with humans beings til Ive to wait for another Two bus .
Reached home at Twelve plus and I quickly search for the idol theme song . Ha-ha !
I was dissapointed when I found nothing but not anymore .
Just listen to the song in my blog and you'll know . Weeee ~
Once again , CONGRATULATIONS Sezairi Sezali <3 I will always support you .
Monday , I did not go anywhere as I was plain lazy and broke . Ha-ha !
Sitting at home , busy with playing games and chatting .
Tuesday , I get my money and my hands are so itchy to spent it .
I plan with Lala to catch a movie with the kids as well .
And eventually she agreed to it . So , I booked the tickets through telephone .
I was supposed to reach Marina Square half an hour before the show .
But i was being such an dumbass , i was LATE , as usual . Huakhuak !
Luckily , we still managed to get the tickets as there was such a crowd there .
So people , Alvin and the Chipmunks II is a movie not to be missed .
It was hilarious , cute and i dont know what to describe .
But whats important was , we all did enjoy out time there . Ha-ha !
After the movie , we had out late dinner at KFC and Ive already treat Lala .
We ordered the Black Pepper Chicken Buddy meal and in the end , we cant finished it .
So , as we would not want to waste out precious food , we PACKED .
After our meals , Ive been cravings for Starbucks but i remember Babylove said
So in the end , I did not buy any Starbucks and took Taxi went home .
Today , I think i will not being go anywhere and rotting at home . Tsk .
I thought of going Tampines Mall with Lala to get my Cotton On tank tops .
But , til now there's no respond from her and i guess , tidak menjadi lorhs .
And now , Im missing Babylove truckloads and I wont be hearing his voice today .
Babylove has to go to school early in the morning and go to work straightaway after that .
Babylove , meetup real soon alrights ? Im missing you ~
Im done updating here . Do tag at my new tagboard aye ?
Goodbye.

Its really sucks .

2009-12-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

I feel so down right now . I think i might break down at any moment .
Ive been keeping these feelings for a few days to myself and Lala .
I decided to keep it to myself but I just feel that I cant hold it any longer .
I cant think straight and I hate all these negative thoughts that have been in my head .
Im down with a high fever , sore throat and flu and its no sign of healing . Sigh .
I felt guily toward nanny . She's been trying to cheer us up by bringing us out ,
But what i do was keep on whining on the problems that Im facing . Sigh .
Im not in the mood to continue . I cant take it any longer .
Goodbye.

Insomnia

2009-12-25T06:59:00.001+08:00

Im having Insomnia again lately and I kinda like it . Ha-ha !
Since i cant go to sleep right now , why dont i post something .
Many things has happen in just overnight . Yeah it is .
Firstly , I was having this normal chat with Apiz , I supposed ?
I dont remember ever talking with him before and suddenly he's in my Msn list !
But , he's someone nice to chat with , seriously he is . Ha-ha !
Even when he want to go to sleep , he will ask my permission first . LOLs.
Secondly , I had this chat with Dearest aunt at Msn . Haha .
We gossip here and there and something happens in the halfway .
I told her my past with those two girls and her reaction is so negative .
Anyway , I'll be going out with her on Sunday to watch Singapore Idol Final LIVE !
How wonderful that can be and its for FREE somemore . Which idiot dont want ?
So , dearest aunt , Im so gonna meet you and Sezairi Sezali on Sunday .
Thridly , Ive made a very new friend tonight . Ha-ha .
Her name is Alysaeudora or preffered to be called Alysa . I think mostly of you should know her .
She's one the K14 television series show actress whom Im obsessed with last time .
Talking to her was fun and indeed crazy . Despite knowing her for a short period .
I can get along very well with her and we have a movie date next Saturday .
Im so very the excited right now . I can imagine all the fun we gonna have . Ha-ha !
Lastly , My favourite Atok , One and only who has been Mia for such a very long time ,
Suddenly , came back into my life today . Like wow ! Im happy right now .
In fact , I could say that Im the happiest girl right now . Ha-ha !
I miss that Atok so much mans and now I have a new Neneks already , right atok ?
Andand , my Babylove didnt know that I did not went to sleep just now .
Im a dead meat if he knows but nevermind . Rather than hiding am i right ? Ha-ha !
Okay , Im done updating here . Might come back with another post alrights ?
Goodbye.

Thank You Love .

2009-12-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

Me: Shayangk , sometimes I feel that we are not meant to be together .
Love: Asal shayangk cakap macam gituk ?
Me: You think shayangk , for nearly FIVE months , non-stop obstacles we have to face .
Love: Just ignore all that and we live our life like normal okay shayangk ?
Me: Sigh . But Im scared that Im gonna hurt you by leaving you .
Love: Please dont , I Love you .
Me: Alaa , dulu you pon cakap you cant forget Wawa what But now you're with me now .
Love: Shayangk remember what I said to you before I sound you ?
Me: What ? Tak ingat pon .
Love : I said i need one girl to prove to me she's not the same like other girls ?
Me: So , kirekan I already prove to you that is it ?
Love: Yeah , and I dont want you to go .

That conversation with Babylove just now really touches my heart .

I really did not expect him to remember what he said five months ago .

Im really grateful that you really want me to stay despite what Ive done to you .

Whenever i nearly give up and break down and wanted to leave you ,

You're the one who never fails to stop and wake me up from being foolish .

Ive decided to be strong and put aside all my negative thoughts , just for you .

I dont want to lose such a wonderful and amazing boyfriend like you .

I want you be the one I love and hug for the next Twenty years . Yes , you baby !

I spent half of my day sleeping as Im feeling so exhausted .

I woke up at One and small brother told me that Babylove called twice .

Had my late breakfast cum breakfast and busy with my stuffs .

Supposedly to meet Lala today after she finish her work .

But I kinda feel dissapointed when she's offline at Msn . Sigh .

Currently , playing all the lame games at Facebook.com . to kill time .

And , Im glad that my haters dont get to find my blog.

No more stalker to be a busybody read my daily life and judge me .

Oh well , Im going out tommorow with my family .

Its gonna be another exciting moments with them . Ha-ha !

Small brother told me that Mummy going cycling again and maybe swimming .

Can i not go to any of it . My but still in pain since last week . Tsk !

I want to go somewhere else but not that activity . Ha-ha !

Im done updating here .

Goodbye.

Your Love Is My Drug .

2009-12-23T17:19:00.002+08:00

Love : Tadi i shout ' I Love You' dekat bridge shayang tak dengar .
Me: Yeke ? Mane ader ? I tak dengar pon ?
Love : Ader laa . Shayangk peka arh . Hmph .
Me: Wah . Kurang ajar pah ? Majok arh ! Hmph !
Love : Ahhh , Tkmo. Next time shayangk nye turn okay ?
Me : Tawuk pon takot . Tanak arh !
Love : Bluekx ! I dont care . You nye turn pulak to prove to me. Hehe !

My Babylove really prove to me how much he loves me today .

How would you feel waking up in the morning and saw you Babylove's face first ?

I would say , I felt that Im the happiest girl on earth .

I was awake due to Great Nanny shouting saying that Babylove is at the door .

At first , i thought that it was just a dream as I was still in a blurry state .

I saw Babylove at my window and I can still golek-golek around . Ha-ha !

I spent nearly half of my day with my Babylove and Im missing him much already .

And and , I get to hug and kissed my Babylove like nobody buisness . Ha-ha !

What touches me the most was my Babylove walk all the way from Pasir Ris to Bedok .

Its WALK mind you . And Pasir Ris to Bedok its not that near by walking .

I want to go out this weekend , maybe with Lala since the rest is busy .

And guess what Lala told me just now ? Guess faster . Ha-ha !

Early afternoon , I called her asking why she's not online at Msn as Im worried for her .

We talked and so on and she's online and we started chatted .

And she told me that I sounds so polite over the phone rather than Msn .

And seriously , i dont get what was that supposed to mean .

Okay , Im done updating again . I miss my Babylove .

Goodbye .

2009-12-23T00:43:00.002+08:00

Love: Shayangk , go and wipe your tears .
Me: Lubang hidung I kerchiq arh . Susah hingus nak keluar .
Love: Hehe . Yelaa , abey hidung you kerchiq .
Me: Yeke ? Mane ader ? Abey hidung you besar arh ?
Love: Ha-ha ! A'ah laaa .
Me: Hmph ! Yelaa , Tangan i kerchiq , Hidung I kerchiq , Kaki I kerchiq.
Love: A'ah laa . Pasal orangnye pon kerchiq .
Me: Huh ? Siape ?
Love: Shayang laa , siape lagi ?
Me: Ohh , Hahahaha . Bluekx !
Love: Hehe . Ape je taw shayangk .
Me: Diam arh . Hmph .

I missed my Babylove badly , real badly .

Anyway , Ive just change my blogskins and changed into my old url .

I just hate when the people whom I dislike to read my daily life .

Im running far far away from them and I need some space . Tsk .

Im waiting for my pay this coming weekend , I supposed ?

Currently chatting with this ApezBacen , my Bacens ! Ha-ha !

I think , Im going to sleep late again because he's online . Its like that always .

Oh ya , Im meeting my Babylove tommorow morning . Hurray ~

Im going to hug and kiss him like nobody buisness tommorow . Bluekx .

Okay , Im done updating here .

Goodbye lovelies .

2009-12-21T19:39:00.001+08:00

Me: Shayangk , U maseh ingat how you sound me ?
Love: *giggles* Ingat . Malu seyh that time .

This picture was taken during the first time we meet .

Currently , Im olaying Fishville at Facebook.com to kill time .

Im bored right now rotting at home . Tsk !

Im not feeling well today and i feel like having a fever .

I guess its because of me playing in the rain the past few days .

I miss Love so much til words cant explain how much I missed him . Sigh .

I wish that he wont be working tommorow cause I want to meet him badly .

So , finger crossed til I get a confirmation from Love which is tommorow .

I slept at Three yesterday night and I woke up at Four . Yeah .

Wake up and help Mummy cook Chicken Chop which she wants to bring to work .

Now i know how to cook it even without Mummy's guidance .Anggek nyeeh Waneey !

After finish cooking and stuffs , send Mummy to the door and went back to clean .

After done with my work , I went back to sleep as the Kids is still sleeping .

Basically , Ive nothing to update . Ha-ha !

I want to meet Love badly , like seriously ? Tsk !

Shall update again if Ive the mood . Ha-ha !

Okay , Im done here .

Goodbye lovelies !

2009-12-20T15:25:00.005+08:00

Im in my best mood now so I decided to Re-post about today .

I had a very tiring day the whole day yesterday .

I reached home late and that's the reason why I didnt update yesterday .

Wake up at Seven as Nanny wake me up to go cycling .

I was still sleepy as I slept late the night before and went back to sleep.

But it was not for long , I was awake due to Nanny's shouting and nagging .

So , at Eight I woke up and find the clothes that I want to wear , Bath and so on .

At Nine plus , we went out of the house and headed staright to East Coast Park .

We had our breakfast at Burger Kind and I kinda dont like it .

I still prefer Macdonald's breakfast rather than Burger King's .Ha-ha!

After our breakfast , we straight away went to the Bicycle shop next to it .

We were so excited as we choose our own bicycle except for me.

I took the Two seats bicycle with I share with Nanny . Ha-ha !

It was so Kecoh on the very Two tries which i dont wish to elaborate here .

Overall , It was fun to the Gerek and i enjoy myself .

Its been a very long time since I laugh out loudly with my family .

Next , Holiday to Genting Highland on June holiday , Yeah .

After our Two hours is up , we took Taxi home.

I freshen myself up and off I go to meet Amy at Bedok Interchange .

Amy is not a girl and he's my Nanny friend's son . Get it ?

He's One year younger than me and we are kinda close .

He wish to treat me to a meal since he passed very well in his N level .

Reached Bedok interchange and as usual , I was late . Ha-ha !

We talked and plan where to go and in the end , Tampines is the place !

So , we took Mrt to Tampines and I just cant stop talking with him .

And I notice something yesterday , Ive been talking English with him.

And its Pure english not sing-lish . Impressive . Ha-ha !

We went to explore all Three Malls there .WOW ! Ha-ha !

But i hate going Tampines Mall because what I want is all there .

I want the Silver necklace at Chomel . Shayangk , Buy for me okaay ? Bluekx !

Somehow Amy promise to buy for me A BIG bear and A BIG Patrick Star .

Make sure you buy for me . I will be waiting for it alright .

Im supposed to meet Lala yesterday to catch a movie .

But something happen and it wasted my Three hours there.

I get to meet Love for awhile yesterday night and I like it !

We went to the usual playground and Love made me like the happiest girl on earth .

Its been a very long time since we had time like yesterday

Sorry Love i did not called you when I reached home yesterday .

I slept as soon i lay down without bathing and now Im having headache.

Current , Im chatting with Lala at Msn . Ha-ha !
We are planning for our countdown . Yeah Baby !
Im so going to countdown show at Esplanade on 31st December .Wow !
Im so excited all over it and Im so gonna start anew at 2010 .
And , next year Im legally Eighteen . How wonderful .
Okaay whatever , Ive something to share.
Just now , inside the taxi on my way back home ,
The taxi stop at this one particular place near the traffic light .
So , i turned my face out of the window to look outside .
Then , I notice there's this yellow colour citycab taxi with the Cow pattern with it .
The guy inside the taxi went out to help his friend place their's guitar at the back .
So basically , one of the guy there , stare at me without a blink for like Three minutes there . Ha-ha !
He kept staring while his friend there all are in rush . Stupidity .
Then when he went inside the taxi , he quickly went in .
I thought that was the end of it but hell NO ! , He sempat gave mea flying kiss. Dumbass !
Then the taxi went off . Luckily ohyitt . Phewww ~
And for your information , I just coloured my hair to Milk Tea Brown .
I like it as its not too obvious and I wont like some kind of Minahs . Ha-ha !
And by the way , Im touched and almost shed tears when I read Bim's post.
Dont worry sweetheart , I will try my very best not to show it .
And Im not that kinda of person and I dont live to please others .
I get to meet Bim at her workplace late evening just now .
She was so shocked to see me there . Ha-ha !
I had fun today like seriously . Ha-ha!
Im done re-posting . Goodbye lovelies !

P/S: Its 12.33am after Re-posting .

2009-12-18T18:16:00.003+08:00

Ive just finished editing my blogskins which i just re-edit .
Im lazy to make it more fancy as Ive got headache doing this .
Love told me not to change yet but as usual , Im being stubborn .
I just get bored easily however , I love this new one . Ha-ha !
Did not meet Love today as i was plain lazy and Love has to work .
I dont want him to rush come here and go to work rushing .
However , if he's not working tommorow , he want to meet me . Ha-ha !
Sorry Love for cancelling the plans twice , since yesterday .
Lala wants to meet me tommorow after she finish shopping at Pasir Ris .
I dont feel like going as there will be crowd there and i hate it .
So , i will just wait for her at home . Bluekxx !
But , provided Im not going out with my family tommorow .
Mummy has planned to go Wild Wild Wet and treat us to Sakura buffet tommorow .
But since Mummy is not feeling well , the plan should be cancelled .
So , if the plan with Mummy is cancelled , I will go out wirh Lala !
Finally , there's people tagging at my Tagboard . Ha-ha !
Macam ginik laa Waneey shayangk . Nyahas !
Keep on tagging because I wont get tired replying to every single of it .
And , I just figured out something from Nadirah earlier on .
I strictly suggest you all out there who's viewing my blog .
You all should view my blog using Mozilla Firefox alright ?
Because its the best view by there not ~~Internet Explorer~~ .
So , dont come and ask me why you cant see my tagboard or whatsoever . Ha-ha !
Ive already warned you all alright , remeber Mozilla Firefox !
Im done updating here . I want to bath .
Goodbye Lovelies !

2009-12-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

I had such a very busy day today . Yeah .

Lala know what Im up to the whole day , right Lala ?

Until , I came to realised that i ignored her at Msn . Sorry dearest .

I was busy changing my blog background and endup , I give up.

But , its halfway done so must be ready soon . Ha-Ha !

Did i mention , I get to have another mushy conversation with Apezsetan ?

Yeah , he really grant my wish as we chatted until One in the morning .

However , I apologised for not being able to call you just now .

I had such an emotional talk with Love on the phone earlier on .

Love , once again Im sorry . I should have not react as such . Sigh .

I just could not take it anymore when i remembered what Ive gone through with him .

Im supposed to be one who should encourage and comfort you .

I know deep inside you felt so sad and dissapointed when you failed you practical test .

Its luck , Baby . How could your see so clearly when its raining right ?

So , its not your fault right , Love ? Just not your luck .

Keep on trying , I know you can do it Baby . Ha-ha !

Thank you love , thank you for being there for me when Im down .

Thank you for cheering me up when you yourself are not alright .

Im grateful that Ive got you and i swear Im gonna treasure you .

Aniway , Im meeting Love tommorow before he went to work .

I miss him truckloads and Im gonna hug and kiss him like nobody buisness tomorrow . Ha-ha !

People have been viewing my blog but did not Tag . Dumdumb !

Please Tag once readed . Dont worry , I dont bite . Im friendly .

Im done updating . Goodbye Lovelies !

2009-12-16T17:51:00.001+08:00

Currently just finish changing my new Tagboard and chatiing with Lala .

Im so freaking bored right now and i miss Love damn much . Tsk !

Actually , Im much dissapointed with Mummy yesterday night .

Only Love and Lala know the whole story why i felt such way .

Im afraid that you will change back to your old You and I dont like it .

It hurt me freaking much deep inside seeing you in such manner .

Mummy , please just dont do it again . I really love you the way you are now .

Love called me early in the morning just to tell me that ,

His practical today starts late evening and asked whether I still want to meet .

And obviously , I said NO because i want to him to concentrate on his driving .

Let him focus on what need to be done today and tommorow .

Most probaly , Im going to the sale at Pasir Ris on Saturday .

Lala , must treat me taw since I was being such a sweetheart . Weeeee ~

Im just plain lazy to go to Wild Wild Wet with Mummy and the rest .

I dont feel like swimming . I feel like slacking . Ha-ha !

I want to slack with Love at our usual place at Pasir Ris Park .

Had a chat conversation with ApezSetan earlier on . Ha-ha !

And we had such mushy conversation . How sweet ! Ha-ha !

Mentel sial Waneey , mintak kene sepak only . Bluekx !

Kalau Waneey tak tegur Apez , confirm sampai sekarang buat budow !

He apologised because he have his own reason why he react as such .

I miss those late night chats and laughter moments with you Bacens !

And , it automatically changed my mood when i came across her blog .

I understand exactly how she felt but what can i do to help .

I was about to tag at her Tagboard and i realised that Im just an outsider to her .

Lala , you sure know who Im reffering to so just keep it to yourself .

Okaay , Im done updating . I want to have my Breakfast Cum Lunch .

Havent eat since morning . Ha-Ha !

Goodbye Lovelies and keep the Tags rolling alright!

2009-12-15T20:34:00.004+08:00

Muhammad Khairul Anam Bin Zailani ; Much loves .

Dont you dare to take him away from me cause He's Mine !

Im so super duper happy today and its all thanks to Love .

We did not plan yesterday to meet because he have to go to school today .

But , Love overslept and he called me first thing in the morning . Awww .

Love told me that he did not went to school and we continue talking .

Until , I realised that Ive been missing him so much and told him to meet me .

We put down the first as Love need to ask for Ibu's permission first .

And to my suprised , Ibu allowed Love to go out today . Yeah !

Told Love to come over at Three because I was too busy with the kids .

Eventually , Both of us was Late . Ha-Ha !

Love reached under my block at Three plus and he called to informed he was late .

I told him that i will come down in awhile But i came down at Four . Ha-ha !

Love was not mad at me . He can still smile and kissed me on my forehead . Bluekx !

We spent the day by laughing and Love was being mushy-mushy today and I like it !

Love borrow my laptop as he want to check his Facebook account .

And he lied on my lap while checking his Facebook and keep kissing my hand .

Unfortunately , we can only meet for awhile as we both cant go home that late .

Just finish talking with Love earlier on and I missed him much already .

Love is sitting for his Car Practical tommorow !

And his Practical test the following day . Ha-ha !

Good luck my love and I hope that you passes alright .

Think of me and I assured you can pass ! Ha-ha !

Must pass taw ! So , next year you can take me out for a ride in your car.

I want to meet Love again after his Practical tommorow can ? Bluekx !

Love conferm with me the time and date soon pleasee ?

Im waiting for Lala to call me as she says she will call me . Ha-Ha !

I want to watch Macam-macam Aznil while waiting for that Gundu to call !

Muhammad Khairul Anam , Sarang Hayo ! Weeeeeeeeee ~

2009-12-14T14:46:00.000+08:00

Im back to myself right now , I supposed ?
Me and Love are back on the track . Yeah !
And all this would not have happen without Bim .
Millions of thank you to you , Bim . I owe you .
If it were not for you , I think Me and Love will not be like now .
I explained everything to Love and I apologised to him .
And , I cant hold back my tears when I talk with Love .
Love also explain everything to me and I guess everything happens for a reason .
Maybe God's teaching me a lesson not to take everything for granted .
Yesterday night before i went to sleep , I pray deep inside my heart .
I said this , ' Ya Allah , Jika Khai itu adalah jodoh hamba , kembalikan dia kepada hamba dan Hamba janji kepadamu Ya Allah , Hamba tak akan menyakiti hatinya lagi dan Hamba akan hargainya Ya Allah '
I was in tears when i said all that and i had a restless nights .
And finally , God has anwered all my prayers . Alhamdulilah .
I promise and swear that I will treasure Love from now on and I wont say words that gonna hurt him .
He's the only guy who manages to captures my heart til now .
Love , I dont wish to lose you for another time , I cant bear my love .
All this while , I thought that i will be fine without you but somehow you proved me wrong .
Im weak without you and Im nothing without you .
Thank you love , Thank you for making me realise all my wrong doings towards you .
You complete me my love , You're my other half . Just dont go away from my life .
Muhammad Khairul Anam Bin Zailani , Much Loves til eternity .

2009-12-13T22:18:00.001+08:00

Im feeling so depressed and missing Love right now .
I dont know where are you right now .
I dont know how are you right now . Are you alright ?
Im feeling so lost without you and now i realised something .
I need you badly in my life and I really cant live without you .
I know its my fault saying those harsh hurtful words on that day .
I dont know whats gotten into me and somehow .
The way you did right now as if you're giving me one thight slap on my face .
Dont leave me hanging like this . Dont tortured me anymore please ?
Where gone all your swear and promises to me ? Where dearest ?
Dont take back all that and leave me here . I still need and love you .
The song in my blog is for you love . Read the lyrics .
Im gonna wait for you no matter how long it takes .
You know its not easy for me to fall in love .
And when Im in love right now , I cant easily let go .
And I aint letting you go . No other guys can replace you in my heart .
Baby , Please come back ! Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee !

2009-12-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

Selamat Ulang Tahun Ayah !

Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki .

Dan semoga Allah limpahkan segala kebahagian dan rahmatNya kepada ayah !

Happy² selalu dan takmo stress² tawuk !

Waneey sayang Ayah ! :)

As you can see , today is Ayah's birthday which is Love's dad .

His dad is mine too alright ? Kan sayang kan ? Ha-Ha !

Im not sure if they gonnaa celebrate it or not because Love also not sure .

So , whatever it is , i already told Love to pass the message to Ayah .

Meet Love today for awhile as he needs to borrow my laptop .

He needs to use it for his school or whatever it called .

But i know its a school work because i sit beside when he's doing it . Bluekx !

My shirt now has the smell of love and it makes me miss him even more .

Sayang , i need you , i need you , i need you laa boncet ! Ha-Ha !

Love wants to go jogging with me badly on Saturday morning . I supposed ?

But seriously i dont think i want to go seyy sayang . Malas ohyiit !

Ive been waking up at Three lately and you still want me to wake up early on Saturday ?

Im freaking exhausted okaay sayang and it was supposed to be my rest day .

Im going out on a date with Lala on Saturday at Vivo city .

Its been a long time since i went there and i miss that place .

And she's being such a sweetheart to treat me to a food .

But , i dont feel like eat anything there .

I feel like catching a movie . I want to watch Planet 51 ! Sheesh .

We'll see about it later . We still have up to tommorow to confirm .

Im done updating . I want to watch television while waiting for Love to call .

Goodbye lovelies !

2009-12-08T23:43:00.001+08:00

Thank you for the day Best Babygirl and Love !

I had such an awesome day today , i swear i did .

It was supposed to be my date with Best Babygirl today.

But halfway , Love join because Best Babygirl and me told him to . Ha-Ha !

But i did managed to have a romantic lunch date with Best Babygirl , right Bim ?

Supposed to meet at Two but she's Thirty minutes late . Ha-Ha !

I told her to buy for me Mcspicy and Double Chocolate since she wants to go Macdonald first .

And Bim being such a sweetheart , she treats me to Mcspicy ! Huakhuak !

So , i just have to pay for my Double chocolate . Best to the gerek ! Ha-Ha !

We moved to the Pondok beside my block and had our lunch date there .

When we were eating , there's this one group of small kids , I supposed ?

They caught out attention by making alot of noise and doing stupid things .

We kept laughing and laughing non stop til my eyes were in tears . Ha-Ha !

There's this one big sized boy wearing a red shirt that caught my eye .

He was like one BIG wannabe there , right Bim ?

He kept running there with the small kids there and act like one BIG faneh there .

When he ran towards us , i said this to Bim , ' Kaw rase tak gegarannya ? Ha-Ha !'

Then Bim punyer slow tangkap , she laughed and says ' Tu arh , see that thing , Boom Boom'

What makes me Laugh out loud was when Bim do it with the actions . Lmao .

Out of many places why must be there arh Bim . Siak kaw ! Ha-Ha !

Eventually , we came up with a name for him . Flabby . Nice name right ?

Finish our food , i then realised that Bim brought her sister Camera .

And what else , Camwhore laaa . Ha-Ha !

Then , Bim wanted to buy ciggies but tak lepas , Budow bim .

Out of randomness , we asked Love to join .

At first , Love was plain lazy to come to my place . Lazybum !

But then , Love called up Bim's phone and he changed his mind .

Love reached my place around Five plus and we were like halfway Camwhore-ing .

Talk craps , walked to shop buy drinks and Bim want to but ciggies . Camwhoring .

That's what we do but sadly not all pics are up here because its too much .

At Six plus nearly seven , went up home with Bim to transfer the picture to my laptop .

Endup , she even follow me and Mummy to Tampines Mall ! Ha-Ha !

And Bim , you better dont spread to others what i wear just now . Grrr!

Bim accompany us buy our food and Mummy's need . Ha-Ha !

And we took taxi home but Mummy told to drop us first

Because its much nearer and Mummy gave Bim Fifteen bucks for the fare .

Is it enough or not Bim ? I bet enough right ? Ha-Ha !

And i saw a monkey at my housing estate and i was like so Jakon ! Ha-Ha !

Sayangnye , Waneey lambat setapak arh . Ha-Ha !

When were about to take a perfect picture of the picture , Bim kene kejar !

And the policemen arrived to take away the monkey . Awwww .

And you must be asking why i keep calling Bim instead of Bestie or Rylla right ?

Because both of us are Bimbo . Ha-Ha !

So , she's the Bim and Im the Bo ! Bluekx !

By the way , Sezairi make it to the Finals ! Yeappie yeahyeah !

However , i shed tears when Tabitha is out . I seriously goes , Wth ?

Tabitha voice is way much better than that Sylvia or whatsoever it is .

I agree what Mummy said , she's still very young .

They wants something more mattured . Ha-Ha !

Okaay , Im done updating . Next , A date with Lala . Ha-Ha !

Goodbye Lovelies !

2009-12-07T22:55:00.001+08:00

Currently , just finished watching Project Cerpen at Suria .
It was a meaningful story but i thinked Ive heard about it somewhere .
The climax and ending was such a turn off . Im sorry to say but it is .
I wonder , how can she even wins or how can she even get in the competiton .
And the girl cant even speaks good simple malay . Like Wth ?
Okay , now why do i sounds so arrogant ? Ewwwww !
Okay , Im just saying my point her , A honest one .
I wanted to take part in this competiton but Mummy wont sign the form .
Im so gonna take part next year because Im legal . Bluekx !
Met Love today and i enjoy every moment with Love , Infact Im missing him now .
Love reached under my block at Three when he supposed to meet me at One .
Luckily , Im in my best and sleepy mood so i wont mind . Ha-Ha !
Im hungry right now . Shayank , feed me like just now can ? Bluekx !
Stop it Waneey , perangai mintak kena sepak siuls ! Ha-Ha !
Im meeting my Best Babygirl tommorow ! Yessa !
So Lovelies , dont disturb me tommorow okaay .
I want to enjoy my day with my Babygirl tommorow . Bluekx !
Most probaly , i will be bringing my laptop along as Babygirl cant bring her Camera .
And hell , Im going to camwhore with her . Hell yeah !
Six hours of crazy moments , i think its never gonna be enough . Ha-Ha !
Im done updating . I want to watch Frindge now .
Goodbye Lovelies !

2009-12-06T22:41:00.001+08:00

I had such a wonderful great day today !

Im back with the second post for today .

Webby with Lala early in the morning with my sungguh tak perlu face.

Chat with her and stuffs and i fall asleep at Three .

Im supposed to meet Love at Tanah Merah Mrt at Four .

As usual , i woke up late . Ha-Ha !

To my suprised , Mummy and Nanny told me to bring Love to our house.

Love came and when the time he reached , we all were busy siap-ing .

We were getting ready to celebrate Love's birthday which i also dont know at that point of time .

Mummy gave us money to take taxi to City Plaza as we are taking separate taxi .

Because all cant be fit in in one Taxi . Ha-Ha .

Reached City Plaza and Mummy told us to go straight to Arnolds Fried Chicken .

So yeah , Mummy's treating all of us including Love to a meal . Yeappie !

The place was so crowded and we have to wait for around Twenty minutes for our seats.

Basically , Mummy ordered for us the Chicken combos for 9 person .

The chicken was super nice BUT i cant finish after eating one piece only .

Except for Love which he ate more than one , right birthday boy ? Ha-Ha !

And something disturbed me while i was eating .

There's this one guy who kept staring at me when i was eating .

When i looked at him back he wink at me . Ewwww !

I told Love as i was irritated and furthermore Love was sitting beside me.

Love stare at him back and he turn to another place . Huakhuak !

But he didnt gave up . He still keep staring at me and i chose to ignored .

I cant finish everything and Mummy told to packed .

And , I order one Banana Split ! Yummmy !

And Mummy ordered Ice - Kacang with Ice-cream topping .

For the very first time , I finished my dessert .

But with Love help and i discoverd one secret !

Love told me why he cant eat Banana split since he was a small boy .

But sadly , i cant tell you guys cause it meant to be a secret . Bluekx !

After done with the meals , we sent Nanny to Bus stop .

Nanny have to go home since she's working tommorow .

And for the very first time , Nanny have no say for the guy i loved .

Meaning , Nanny approved of our relationship which i also suprised off .

Usually Nanny was the type who very cerewet and hard to pleased .

So , Love better take care of me and treasure me with all your heart ,

Like how you promised me just now .

And Love accompany us go shopping for our daily needs .

So Love , thats how much we spent each month . Ha-Ha !

After that , Love follow us home and help us carry all the heavy stuffs to my house .

Thank you baby , Thank you very very much for the help .

Shayank , let me drink Redbull puas² for now pleasee ?

Because , like you said , after we get married , u going to stop me for drinking all that . Ha-Ha !

And , i show what kind of nigh dress Im going to wear on our wedding night . Bluekx !

And we took some love test and i won , Love lose . Bluekx !

By the way , Im meeting Love again also tommorow afternoon .

That also because Love wants it so much . I know you cant live without me .

Thank you for the day baby , I love you very very the much tawuk ! Bluekx !

Im done updating , Goodbye lovelies .

2009-12-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to My One and Only Love , Muhhamd Khairul Anam Bin Zailani !

Da besar pon my shayank yang sorang nii kan ? Ha-Ha !

May all your wishes come true aites and may you be blessed with all the happiness .

Belajar rajin² tawuk and strive for your future .

Dont care what others say because you live your own life not them !

Not forgetting its out Fourth Monthsarry right Love ?

How time flies right ? Yeah , i know .

Remember when i first i get attached to you , I said that i doubt we will come this far .

But you proved me wrong my love , yeah you did .

Eventhough , there's time where i chose to give up and leave you ,

You never fails to gave me that strength back , yeah you did .

You changed my life Baby , seriously you did .

I want to last with you , please dont ever let me go .

No matter what people say or how hard the obstacles may be .

Lets face it together bravely like how we used to love .

I love you more than what words can say , seriously .

Im Yours , Muhammad Khairul Anam & You're Mine !

The meetup with Lala was cancelled due to some personal reasons .

Deeply sorry for that aites . Somehow , i hope we can make it later .

I really want that phone badly and i was like so dissapointed .

Lovelies , do pray really hard for me that i can get my phone later .

You dont want to pray also nevermind . Bluekx !

My love and Lala can pray for me . Ha-Ha .

Im having my late night chat with Lala right now and Im being pranked by her .

Basket you ! You should pranked Khai because he's the birthday boy , Not me !
Im so going to enjoy my day with Love later ,
Im meeting at Tanah Merah and we're going to ION orchard , since he wants to go there .
Planning with Lala more about tommorow .
Stay tuned for the updates of Love birthday alright ? Done updating .
Goodbye Lovelies !

2009-12-05T02:49:00.000+08:00

Im Missing this guy alot ! Meet you tommorow Baby .

Will be back with another post for today .

2009-12-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

; If you cant live without me then why arent you dying '

I love that quote alot , Ha-Ha .
It does have a meaning so guys , better think twice before sweet talking with me .
Including you Love . You're one of them too . Ha-Ha !
My eyes is swollen mind you and its getting seriously irritating .
Early in the morning chatted with Lala and she Die-die wat to see my swollen eyes .
I dont like people to see my swollen eyes , Paisey ohyiit ! Ha-Ha .
Just finished helping Lala creating her new blog since Ive got nothing to do .
Im hoping to get my N97 by tommorow as i was like so damn excited about it .
I even dreamt using it . See how much Im into that phone already Lala ?
But too bad , Mummy asked me to collect it from Lala on Saturday instead .

I had a weird dream yesterday , a very weird one and i dont want to post here .
Only Lala and Love know what Im dreaming about yesterday .
I caught myself watching alot of Korean music video alot today .
Told you , Im obsessed with Korean music already . So obsessed !
Went to Tampiness Mall to accompany Mummy go Popular bookstore .
Luckily did not bumped to anyone i knew there and Im not expecting also .
I was like so mashai and slack to the max and Mummy treat me to Macdonalds . Ha-Ha !
Reached home , talk with Love on the phone for awhile and hang up because i need to eat .
Then i nudge Lala and tell Lala about my plan with her on Saturday .
Im gonna meet her for the Second time and hell , Im going to camwhore with her .
I want to use my new phone but she told me to use hers as hers was may much better .
Only Three megapixel difference only what . Conferm look alike . Ha-HA !
Just put down the phone with Love and Im gonna meet him on Sunday .
I cancelled the plan on Saturday but since Love want to spend the day with me .
I will be more than happy to celebrate the actual day with him on Sunday .
Gonna be a great weekend . Im looking forward to all this .
Im done uodating . Goodbye lovelies .

2009-12-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

Ive just edited my profile at Blog and Bestfriend blogskins . Ha-Ha !

Yeah , as you see , Ive just put the 'Bestfriend' part in my Blog .

She's my one and only bestfriend , til forever .

That picture was updated by me and the phrase , ' Di mane ada Rylla , Di situ ada Wanney ' was by her .

Sounds cute enough right ? Huakhuak ! Dont deny !

Love place has been moved below her , Sorry Love .

My Babygirl came first before you and Ive known her longer than you .

Been chatting with Bestfriend from morning til now , seriously .

Its been a very very long time since we have this kinda of chat .

I cant wait til we meet again and get crazy like nobody buisness again .

I miss those days when we go crazy and people will like shake their heads looking at us .

Its proven that they hasnt seen any crazy bestfriend than us . Yaakyaak !

How can i not love my bestfriend yang sorang nie , She so sweet tawuk !

She's like my Motivator , Self-Esteem Booster and most importantly , My everything .

Remember OUR dream . Ours only not with any other .

Im going to marry a Korean guy and you a Caucasian guys .

And we're gonna held our marriage ceremony at New York and Honeymoon at Korea .

Then we're gonna have out meetups around the world with our private jet .

How fantastic if turns out to be reality . I chosen mine . Whoose yours bestfriend ? Ha-Ha !

Bestfriend , I love you man , like alot ? HahA . Meetup real soon .

Your brother besar punyer penyeboks eyh ? Ha-Ha !

Nevermind then , Im watching it with Love then .

We watch Case 39 ? That story gerek you know .

Its a ghost story . But NC -16 .

Kiter sudah lepas paah Babe , so should be can laa . Cheey .

And whatever i share with you about that someone should be kept to yourself alright ?

Dont you dare to reveal it to anyone or not I'll haunt you down ! Ha-Ha !

Love has went to work and so here Im bored at home rotting .

Im counting to the days to Im getting my new handpne that will be N97 .

Hell , Im gonna to talk on the phone with Bestfriend and Love like nonody buisness again .

And Im gonna flood Bestfriend inbox with my messages again . How exciting . Ha-HA.

And Im obsessed with Korean songs now . Just listen to song in my blog .

Im done updating . Goodbye Lovelies .

2009-12-01T19:10:00.001+08:00

Currently , i just put down the phone with Saddiq and still chatting with him at msn .

He's one of the sweetest guy Ive know besides Love .

Pity that he has been hurt time and time again by stupid girls .

Be strong alright dearest friend ? You deserved way much better than them .

But its not me for sure because like Ive told you , Im attached .

You came in at the wrong time but we still can remain friend .

I would not want to lose such a wonderful and sweet friend like you .

Never tired to hear me whine about all my problem that Im facing .

Never fails to put a smile on my face when Im down .

Thank you , thank you so much for all the encouragement and advises .

So , i met Love just now and now he's out to gym with Ayah . He-He !

Love has finally cut his hair after been scolded by me many times and he looks so cute just now . Yaakyaak !

He thought that he had a test today but it turn out to be tommorow . What only .

So , basically i met Love earlier than what we planned yesterday .

And , Im having my mood swings today and it sucks !

Out of sudden , i cried when Lala told me that his friend is raising the price for the handphone .

I dont know why but the tears just flow out of my eyes . Ha-Ha !

I guess , my girly thingy is coming and Im having my Pms.

So lovely friends , forgive me if out of sudden Ive like got no mood to talk or whatsoever .

Love told me that he saw his friend , Dayah inside the bus during his way coming to my place .

And hey , I miss that minah-Rep truckloads .

I miss talking craps with her and laugh like nobody buisness . I miss that .

My big brother is down with high fever . Sigh .

Lala , please tell him that i say get well soon . Im worried thinking for him .

And Im so going to meet you on Friday to collect my Handphone , for sure .

Love , thank you for the day . You're one in the million like the song in my blog . Ha-Ha !

Im done . Goodbye Lovelies .

2009-11-30T16:47:00.002+08:00

Im irritated by These types of guys right now .

I really meant by what Ive said . Im damn irritated by these types of guys .

The type of guys that will chase after attached girl like me . Tsk .

These are only afew of guys who tries to steal my heart lately .

There's alot in the list whice Ive blocked , seriously .

This is not funny alright and Lala , your brother is in the list also alright .

Im not being snobbish or stuck up or what but its getting on my nerves already .

Ive been telling them countless of times that I wont fall for them .

And even sometimes , i will just ignored and when things are getting out of hand , I block them .

Im puzzled , why guys nowadays love to chase after attached girls ?

Like seriously , isnt there many available single girls out there .

Just go after them and please stop bothering me with those sweet words and yuckish atittude of yours .

I wont fall for you and never will because Im taken by the best , get that in your mind dumbass .

Love , please hang on there . I know you're jealous .

I knew it from the way you sounds over the phone just now .

You know no matter hard they tried , I wont fall for them alright ? Love you .

And , the bad news was , I wont be celebrating with Love this coming Saturday .

Ive got some personal things to attend to so Love , Im deepy sorry .

I swear , we're gonna celebrate at the end of the month , alright ?

And one great news , Mummy's gonna buy me a new phone soon .

Mummy gonna buy for me the N97 that Lala is selling .

And its gonna be mine officially on Saturday .

So , Lala Im gonna get your phone on Saturday . Huakhuak !

Im meeting Love tommorow and Im excited .

Im excited over all the things , right Lala ? Ha-Ha !

Someone is obsessed with the songs in my blog until she memorised all the songs lyrics in my blog .

Like , seriously . I was so shocked when that someone told me .

You should know who right Lala ? Its between me and you . Huakhuak !

Okay , Im done here . I wanna watch Manja Lara .

Goodbye Lovelies .

2009-11-29T18:36:00.001+08:00

Obviously i enjoyed myself yesterday , Yes Indeed .
These are only afew of the pictures we took .
The rest , i did not upload as my lappy is lagging .
And obviously , too much to be upload here .
We met at City Hall control station at Twelve and we were late instead .
Mummy asked us to accompany her to change her Jeans which she bought at Tampines Mall .
Mummy bought the wrong size for her jeans and Levis is having their sale .
Better go and check it out in stores now . Its the same price as Future Jeans .
After accompany , we rushed to City Hall by train . hA-Ha !
Reached City hall , met Lala and headed off to Marina Square .
We were like so kanchong as the show we want to watch starts at One plus , I supposed ?
We bought tickets and we thought that many people gonna watch .
Butbut , turned up only half the movie theatre was occupied .
So , we choose to sit in the middle as Lala you know why right . hA-Ha !
And only Four of us occupies the middle row . Gerek !
We watch Christmas Carol in 3D . Gerek to the fun !
Me and my brother bought alot of food like going to picnic .
I bought Two hotdogs and a drink and cheesy pasta but i gave the cheesy pasta to small brother.
My brother bought , hotdogs , popcorns , crackers and drink .
And as for Lala , she only bought popcorn and drinks . Diet ! Huakhuak !
Tak perlu dier , sudah memang kurus tak macam waneey , Tsk !
After movie , we walked then decided to play arcade and grab a food after that .
I feel like a small kid once again playing at the arcade . So much fun !
After that , we headed to Pizza Hut for our meals .
And seriously , i was damn full because i drank alot .
We headed to Bedok by train and Lala tag along because she's alighting there also .
I've done my French manicure yesterday and loving it .
I dont mind wasting Twenty bucks every month for this .
Its worth it , my nails are so sparkling nice now . Yaakyaak !
Im done about yesterday , I supposed .

And yah hor , Lala is selling her N97 is it for 300 Bucks.

I cant seem to upload the pictures here . Will do soon alright .

Intrested buyers , do Tag me at my Tagboard or get me by all any means . Ha-Ha !

And Love , Im missing you much . Meetup real soon .

Sorry to hear that Opah was admitted to hospital . Kirim pelok cium i to her alright ?

Say that i kirimsalam and i say get well soon . Love you Khairul .

Im done here . Im supposed to call someone . Goodbye .

Insomnia

2009-11-28T02:17:00.005+08:00

Im very Happy and Excited right now because Im meeting LaLa LATER!

How excited that can be ? Im meeting my childhood friend .

Its been years since we last met , Im serious .

The last time we met was a few years back , as long as i remember .

Im chatting with her right now and she has confirmed to accompany me watch a movie .

Meeting her at Marina Square later morning and you better dont be LATE !

So , sorry people . Seats Taken ! hA-hA !

Im so gonna have fun later, Hell yeah !

Update more later when I get back and LaLa you better charged you phone full .

We're gonna take pictures like nobody buisness later . Ha-hA !

Im done here . Goodbye .

Memorable day .

2009-11-27T21:46:00.001+08:00

I make a very new funny and gerek friend today .

Chatting with him nearly the whole day .Ha-hA !

It was fun chatting with him and as you can see , he will never stop laughing .

I forget to introduce his name . He has the same name as Love .

But he preffered to be called , Skaii . hA-Ha !

My small brother saw his picture and they even thought it was Fauzie Laily !

And this Skaii boleh melayan si bebudak nie and they thought it was for real .

Overall its was gerek chatting with him and Im still chatting with him now .

He says he will always be My Skaii and will always be there for me . Aww .

Make sure hor or else , Im going to haunt you down . Fake ! hA-Ha !

Today was such a memorable day because i get to chat with Wawan .

Yesyes . That singer Wawan . Im so excited and melting inside . Huakhuak !

I chatted with him at Facebook and he's not like some other stars , he's super friendly !

He also remind me to watch him on Suria tonight and i watching it now .

Im hungry and at the same Im having stomacache . Shittos !

Im planning to catch a movie tommorow since Mummy want to give me money for it .

Anyone wanna accompany me to a movie tommorow ? Huakhuak !

Actually , Im waiting for Lala's confrimation . Really hope she can accompany me .

And Im missing Love right now . Much misses .

We had emotional chat again yesterday and i really hope you keep to your promises .

Once again , millions of apologies to all my friends who Ive treated like Fvck yesterday.

I was not in the mood yesterday . Thank you those friends who has been trying to cheer me up .

Im thankful and glad that Im blessed with such wondeful friends . You all are the best !

I think Im done here . I want to watch Rindu Raudah now .

Sorry for the boring post . Goodbye.

2009-11-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

I had a ~~terrible~~ day today . Yes indeed .

Only half of it was awesome because I get to meet Lve .

Had some emotional chat with Lve yesterday night.

Eventually he assured me that he wont leave me no matter what .

Im holding on to those words you said to me yesterday , ' i noe i will nvr let anyone replace my love 4 u.'

Deeply , Im touched eventhough Im still hoping that you really meant by what you said .

Im thankful to God and Im blessed to have such wondeful Boyfriend .

Going through and been there for me through the hard times .

Enough for the emotional - mushy words .

I had such wonderful time with Lve just now and deeply , Im missing him much .

For the first time , Ive seen Lve playing football half naked and sweating all over .

I swear its hawt and Ive to admit Im melting watching it .

Okaay Shuddup , Lve , takmo kembang eyh , I Love you !

But , I was dissapointed as soon as i reached home .

Great Nanny have been nagging about some personal things between me and Lve .

Lve , Im very sure you know what Im talking about .

And again , we are being tested .

Im amazed why there's always non - stop obstacles in our relationship .

Im sure Lve will agree this with me . Non stop from the day we've been togeteher .

But , whatever it is , my love for you will never ever changed .

Like Ive always said to you Lve , You're gonna be the last guy Im going to love , I swear .

Im sorry for not answering your calls earlier as you know my reasons .

I dont want you being scolded by Great - Nanny .

Nanny and Mummy has yet to know about it and I cant imagine what were to happen if they knew .

I really need your patience again this time and promise me we're going through this together .

Im not going to giveup in this relationship and i really hope you feel the same way .

Lala , Im sorry i didnt call you again today as you can see Im facing a very big problem here .

I really need your understanding girlfriend , please forgive me alright ?

Lve , Im waiting for your call . I Lovee you , alot .

With Love , Waneey

Boredness

2009-11-24T10:37:00.000+08:00

Im ~~bored~~ so i just decide to post something .

Actually i wanted to post on Saturday but due to some personal reason , I cant .

Im working now but the kids are sleeping now and Im bored .

Supposedly to go jogging with Lve on Saturday

But due to some personal reason it was ~~cancelled~~ .

And luckily because Im not used to running infront of guys .

And what's make it worst , it was my own Love . Ha-Ha.

Talked to ~~Ex Boyfriend~~ on the phone on Friday night and he makes me blush non - stop .

Just imagine , my cheeks still red even when Ive put down the phone already .

Lala , you should know who , Its your own brother man .

He make me reminds of all the past with him .

He told me , he cant forget me and still have the lovey dovey feelings for me .

But sadly , Im ~~attached~~ and taken already .

Frankly , I still do have feelings for him before Im attached with Lve .

I was hoping for him to come back into my life But I guessed its fated .

Its fated that Ive should be with Lve instead of him .

But we still remain friends because Ive known him since I was Four years old .

Mummy and his mum are friends , very good friends , I guess ?

So , its a waste to let go a of a friendship for like Thirteen years just like that .

So yeah , better stay friends ayy not more than that and Lve , please dont be jealous .

You sounds so jealous and insecure when i told you about this over the phone just now .

No matter what , Im still remain yours and you remain mine , remember

I was sitting at the Void deck doing nothing , just to gain some ideas for my next song on saturday.

And there's this one group of Matreps - YP yang baru nak naiks , sitting infront of me .

Making alot of noise and keep teasing me , asking for my number .

Like wtf ? Well Hello ! , Im older than you laa wei .

He's like only Fourteen . Oh Gosh , Do i look like your age or younger ?

Then dorang joget and somehow it reminds me of all my mates at JBS .

Obviously , I miss them truckloads and I remember , I was the one who recorded the video.

Rylla sure know what video Im reffering to because she took it from me before .

I miss you guys alot man , I swear I do .

I heard that they are collecting donations on Saturday so people , I hope that you support them alright ?

And they all are super friendly and nice eventhough they look like some kind of ~~Mats and Minahreps~~ .

Met with Lve yesterday and I missed him already , alot !

I wanted to watch ~~Twilight Saga , New Moon~~ on our Monthsarry cum Lve's birthday

But Lve die-die want to watch ~~Case 39~~ . Aiyaiyaiyai .

Since its a Birthday Boy wish , just go with it laa alrightey .

And end of next month , after I get my another pay ,

Im planning to go ~~Snow City~~ with Lve . How wonderful .

And , there's a BIG possibility that I'll be taking my Cat test next month .

Pray hard for me that I can do it .

Lve's exams are coming and I really hope he keep to his promise to me .

I hope that he's studying hard now and prove to his Mum and Dad that he can do well .

Even when he's spend all the time with me , right Lve ?

So , do well in ur examnations and strive for your future ayy Lve .

I believe you can do it ayy ? I Love you , I really do .

Im done here , Goodbye .

One more day to Payday & Twelve more days to Fourth Monthsarry Cum Lve's Birthday .

Exhausted.

2009-11-20T13:52:00.001+08:00

Hey Lovelies , Im not offically back yet .

No no not yet . I still have truckloads things to do .

I kinda miss my cyber world and of course my cyber friends .

Im just busy with my work right now . Haha .

Lala , I miss you man , I mean like alot.

Its weird not to find you online at this point of time .

And dont forget , we're going to rebond our hair together at the end of month .

Sadly , I didnt take my ~~CAT~~ test which is on Wednesday .

But , I did ask Mummy and Nanny to talk to Kak Aisyah regarding that .

I mean that was my only hope and my future seyh .

I can't be possibly let another chance slip away just like that right ?

So , Im going to strive for it . Like how Ive promised to Lve .

Sixteen more days to Fourth Monthsarry Cum Lve Birthday .

Yeappie , Already planned it with Lve .

Im going to watch ~~Case 39~~ and we're going ~~Seoul Garden~~ after that .

And all that will be on me . Im going to treat Lve . Hehe.

But I didnt tell Lve that Ive another suprised for him on that day .

Let's just wait on that day ayy . Ha-Ha.

I just cant wait for it .

Lve , Im not sure if you gonna like it or not But I hope you will enjoy yourself ayy
And , Im loving this song from my blog which at the sixth track . I just cant stop listening to it.
It reminds me of how i felt towards Lve . Its a soundtrack from Ketika cinta Bertasbih .
Ive watched it and i ~~shed tears~~ watching it . Waiting for the Second Part .

I will be back when Im totally free again and Lala do call me ayy.

Aku shayangk sama Pujaan hatiku , Muhammad Khairul Anam Bin Zailani .

Selenger Bacens . Ha-Ha

2009-11-08T18:37:00.001+08:00

I just loving this feeling , very much much lovelies .

I slept at Five in the morning and I woke at Eight . How cool is that .

Ive turned down many people today . Sorry , Im tired .

As you know , Im working right now , so I dont have much time for outings .

Ohh ya , I did not meantion that Ive been working for the past Two weeks already .

I worked as a babysitter . Taking care of someone's child . Ha-Ha .

Only Lve know whose child Im taking care of since Lve has met them before .

Yesterday chatting with Lala was hilarious , serious oii !

Halfway when were chatting and laughing like nobody buisness , she fall asleep .

What only laa you BUT i enjoyed reading your story yesterday .

Lve called before he went to work just now and we talked and its true what Lve said .

What goes around comes around , now they are getting their retribution back .

And Lve peh jahat , he laugh when i told him what happen . Jahat eh . LOL .

Thanks to that ~~someone~~ , Ive learnt something . Never hurt the one you love .

Doesnt matter its your lover or friend because what you done to them , will go back to you double .

So people , to clear you doubts why you've been hurt time after time was maybe you've hurt someone before.

Oh itu ~~Penyeboks~~ tulis balek laa ehh ? Ha-Ha . Someone please translate to her in other language .

How many times must i repeat myself that Im not reffering to them , right Lve ?

And ya hor , why must i explain it to her , who the hell is she to me uhh . Wasting my time .

Only Lve know who Im reffering and what's important is Lve already knows everything .

Now , who's assuming things when you dont know the truth . Ha-Ha .

Not only you who has been in Lve life and my life before . So , please , Jangan malukan diri kamu lagii .

All my girlfriends know whom i reffering it to so , ini bukan cover malu laa ehh . Aku tidak seperti kamu .

Da tulis untuk orang , abeh cakap bukan and its obviously shown on the other girl's ~~Tagboard~~ and still wanna deny.

Opps , terase with the ~~Biatch~~ is it ? Dont be cause you're not the only ~~Biatch~~ that Ive known .

So , what do I care if you love Khai ? Because I know no matter what ,

I know he wont come back into your life anymore because he's not the guy that you all can make use of .

And yeah , Im glad that Khai has finally seen that . Im grateful for it and dont blame Khai .

Blame yourself because you're the one who make Khai a puppet all this while .

So , Im saying goodbye to you all forever and please please , jangan laa sebok jage tepi kain orang laen .

You all just history and Im gonna be his Future .

And who's the liar now ? Remember you saying that you'vr never ~~pretend~~ to like someone

But now what ? You're just trying to prove to Khai that you're a very good pretender .

So , Suria , Vasantham needs actress , Ive these people who can fill up the places .

Singapore needs alot of good actress like you no , not good BUT very good .. LOL .

Khai knows that everything that Ive done all this while was from my heart .

Aku buat kawan dengan hati Iklas takder sebab dier Kawan aku punyer mataer . Opps . Ha-Ha .

So , moral of the day . What goes around comes around laa girl . Goodbye .

Muhammad Khairul Anam Bin Zailani , I Love you Very the Much .

Ku cinta , Ku rindu .

2009-11-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

It was such a sleepy day for me today and I dont know why .

Woke up and Mummy asked me to accompany her go ~~Geylang~~ .

I seriously dont like that place as you know its so full of 'Makciks' .

But for the sake of Mummy and been wanting to meet Nanny , I followed.

As we shopped , we came across this one Meat shop ,

And the Pakcik say this , ' Manis laa awak nie , Kalau saye ader anak ,saye nak jodohkan dengan awak boleh ?' Ha-Ha .

Sorry Pakcik , Im taken by the best already laa alright . Right Lve ?

After getting what we need there , we took Taxi go home . Ha-Ha .

And , seriously Nanny and Mummy bought alot food for Breakfast .

Reached home , i was like tired already and i rest for awhile.

But not too long , Mummy asked me to help her in the Kitche and as an ~~Obedient girl~~ , I did .

Despite of many foods been served on the Table , Mummy still insist of cooking . Wth ?

Mummy says she wants to give to our neighbours . Aww , what a Big heart you have Mummy .

After done with all that , I accidentally fall asleep hugging the gift Lve gave to me . Ha-Ha .

Woke up and Small Brother told me that Lve Pm me at Msn and asked him to Wake me up But he didnt.

Chatted with Lve for awhile before Lve went to work and Watch my favourite Movie again .

I think , Ive watched Cinta U-turn countless of time and still loving it and this time , It reminds me of Lve .

The last time I watched it was when Im with ~~Hisham~~ and that was months ago !

Lve , I miss you and I need you right now . Work hard ayy Lve ?

And girlfriend told me to read Both of the girls Blog cause they terase . LOL .

Seriously , what makes you think that Im reffering it to both of you or you friends .

And what makes you think that Im visiting your Blog , just wasting my precious time alright .

Its true what Lve said , they mesti terase . Let them be . What matter is , Im not reffering to them .

And why should i ? I dont even know them and I dont think i ever knew them . Haha .

You're just making a FOOL of yourself and people please , seriously I just can't stop laughing .

So , I guessed you're trying to tell me that you're one of the haters in our relationship laa .

And how did it even crossed your mind that Im terase with what your post ? Funny laa.

Thank you for making me laugh and tell who's the informer ? Shaa is it ? I pity you laa girl .

How much did they both pay for giving them the wrong Info and what makes you even think its for them ?

One more thing , why must you feel the pain when you're not even involved . Stop being so DRAMATIC .

Anw , girlfriend ignore them alright ? Biar laa diorang nak terase pon .

What's matter now , Im happy with Lve and we know better what's been happening .

Thank you girlfriends and Muhammad Khairul Anam , Pujaan hatiku , I Lve you and Hell , I miss you.

Muhammad Khairul Anam , Pujaan hatiku .

2009-11-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

Happy Third Monthsarry Muhammad Khairul Anam Bin Zailani !
May we last eternally and I really do hope that we keep growing stronger .
Im sorry for all the fights and my suckish atittude . I really regret it .
Bitches , be Jealous ayy and Thank you for the gift , Lve .
I Love you Muhammad Khairul Anam Bin Zailani .
I want to marry Zailani's First son can can ? Ha-Ha.

I had a splendid day with My Lve today and i really did .

You all must be wondering where did we celebrate out Third Monthsarry .

Dont be suprised , we celebrate it at My house . Yeah we did .

Each and every moment is indeed special to me and Thank you Lve for the gift. Its so adorable .

Im sorry that I did not get you any gifts But next months its sure gonna be a Blast .

Planning to go either swimming or Escape Theme Park with Lve next month .

Still have not made up my mind , Im so fickle minded laa kaan . I admit that .

And Lve dedicate this song to me . Im touched and almost shed tears when I hear the song .

It has the exact meaning of us . The song is being played in my blog .

Together - Neyo
Ohhh ....
Ohhh ... Yeah Yeah
Ohhh .... Yeahh

Since the day that we met girl
I aint never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna give you the whole world
oh
If you make the promise to me, You're gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side

Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
girl your love is where it's at
ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Oooh..

I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life oh
girl I know you're so afraid
But I can't right the wrongs he did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder'n how many chick's been to my home
I've done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at

ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Baby you're the one I've waited for
Because you gave me what I need and more
Girl its clear that we are meant to be
Together,
We should be together ....
Eternally
Ohhh...

Girl I'm gonna be

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back (The one that got your back)
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made (never wish we made)
But we'll be okay if we just stay together(just stay with me)

(Everything Gonna Be Alright)

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

And that was the lyrics . How sweet of you Lve .

Even its been already Three months together , You never failed to keep melting my heart .

Im so in love with you and Im so all into you . I really do .

No words can ever decribe how my love is towards you . I meant it .

Sorry to those people who I did not entertain at Msn espically Lala .

I was busy with Boyfriend actually . Please forgive me alright .

Im looking forward next month . Cant wait to see another suprise from Lve .

Bitches and Haters , please get the hell out of here and please stop bothering about us .

We are way much better without you . I swear it is .

See how Lve smile whenever he's with me and see how happy he is with me .

He dont need you to tell him what to do or what's good for him

Because he can clearly see that Im the BEST for him and Not you ! Be jealous and envy us alright .

Ever heard of this saying , The best girl always wins and obviously , I win Biatch . Ha-Ha .

So , please have the honour to walk from our life and start mending on your own life

Because I know your Life needs help . Really , serious . Trust me , You can never get what Ive now , Loser .

Im done here . I Lve you , Muhammad Khairul Anam , Pujaan Hatiku !